Tiring Day

Today is the 2nd day I'm on Mc.Went to Medical centre yesterday but was told to just rest at home,takes more fluids and take aspirin.I was still weak..I was told that i have a viral infection..So,better I stay at home dari jangkit to my classmates,kan.I felt better this afternoon,yesterday got slight fever,today dah takder fever,just cough and cold lagie la.

Guess what,this afternoon dengan tak semena-mena it SNOWED!..Boleh??Dah macam biskut Chipsmore dah snow kt UK nie..Ada seminggu,hilang 2 minggu then datang balik.Memula tuh rasa weird pulak,nie dah lama2,I got used to it i guess..It was cold,this afternoon..Ingat nak rest jer today..But,fortunately ada orang order takeaway..banyak pulak tuh..So,tadi prepare Tenggiri Assam Pedas,Kari Ayam kentang,Ayam Goreng Berempah,Nasi Goreng Special,Blackpepper Beef and paprik Ayam..Banyak,kan?I pun pening sebenarnya,'berkungfu' sensorang kat dapur tuh..hubby dahla keje.Nasib bawang sumer dah siap mayang and letak dlm small2 tupperware..kalau jam tu lah nak potong bawang,jam tulah nak masak lauk and goreng nasik,leh mati den ha.Hadoila..janji dgn customer at 7:30pm sampai,but dah snow,kan.then dengan police plaks close the road due to some accident.kul 8pm baru sampai.Bawak 20kmh jek..Manakan tak,jalan slippery giler,accidents everywhere..Tuh bawak slow giler pon keta leh skidded gaks tadie..Bangga gak dengan diri sendiri coz this is the 1st time I drive in snow..Terpaksa tawakkal la,kan..nak cari rezeki.Syukur pada tuhan kitorang selamat pegi and balik tadi.After send the food,kan,leh pulak bump into my husband.I think he waited for me kot,dia call 2 times tadi,pesan macam2 coz collague dia 2 orang accident tonight..then dia ikut my car lah half way then terus pi his workplace..Sayang gaks mamat tuh kat I,kan..Kalau i cakap gitu kat him,kan,mesti dia reply"sapa tak sayang bini,ooii"..Huahuahua..Love you too lah,darlin..

Nak ambik gambar my food sumer,dah selamat hantar..Nantilah 1 day,time i tak kalut,i akan try ambik gambar time i tengah packing2 lauk tuh....Tomorrow is Saturday,sukanya weekends!But I gotta work..masuk petang nya shift..sampai malam la jawabnya..Lantakla kan,janji duit masuk...gaji ok,so,pi keje pon dengan senang hati la..

Takpelah,bersusah dahulu bersenang kemudian.Tak keja,camno nak rembat LV la Chanel la Hermes la..nak pi jalan Paris la..kan..kan..I tengah berangan nak pi Germany nie coz sementara Boy,my bro tuh ada kt Holland,kan.Mamat tuh leh cakap German and Dutch(kagum aku!)..So,dia kata lehla dia bawak pi jalan Germany. My brother studied in Germany for almost 5 years.So,dia taula mana tempat menarik suma,kan..Tapi lom tau lagie la..Memula nak kene bawak my Kyra dulu pi disneyland Paris..Why?Pasal my ears nie dah tak larat dengar she bables bout it larr..Lotih!

I guess that is all bout me today.If I got time,I might blog bout my new job tomorrow.Have a nice weekends,y'all!

Sex??

I had a longgggggggggggg day today,4 hours of straight lecture.If its not Economics maybe I'll be alive and kickin.The problem is 4 hours of Economics lecture!!!!I have to use my tiny brain to think and make sense of it you know.Urrgghh..Blame me,dah tua2 pon nak belajar lagie,padan muka!My lecturer told me its better finish school terus buat degree and straight away Masters,senang!.Yang I pulak,time orang belajar,gatal nak kawen,time orang kawen,baru terkedek2 nak belajar.But what to do,ambition high,kan,so,kenelah ada paper!

Owh2,just spend time with my daughter.I promised her that 1 hour before she sleeps everyday,I will spend quality time with her doing what she wants.Yesterday we do Maths together as she wants me to explains on fraction (pecahan) and division.So,I taught her the simplest way and she gets it!Bravo Meen(pat shoulder!). Sometimes,teaching children nie kena bagi them the sensible and simplest way,kadang dalam text book pon complicated,kan.So,kita must improvise lah bagi depa interested and understand more.

Yesterday,kan,ada orang ordered Fish Assam pedas and ayam masak kicap tau..Then I taruk tepi seketul small fish for my hubby to taste.Coz ada lebay,kan.Mamat tuh kagum giler,he even said that he thinks its the best assam pedas he ever tasted..Boleyy????Huahuahauahuah.this is the 1st time tau I cooked assam pedas.Why?My anak,Kyra tak minat!She's so fussy bout food tau,geramm kadang.Hubby pon not into assam pedas sangat.But lepas i buat laksa assam the other day,he fell in love la pulak..You all perasan tak,kadang benda makan kan if its little or its not our,sedapp sangat,kan?Kalau buat plenty biasa jek,tapi kalau kene berebut2 tuh terus jadik sedap..Weird,eh??

Eh,story bout food,terus lupa bout my tittle.I sebenarnya tengah fenin tau dengan my anak.She grows up way TOO FAST and its scary!I know that girls matured faster than boys,but..but..still, rasa my baby's mind is developing rapidly.Tak terkejar ha.Sometimes I was so amused with her views towards things tau.Dulu kan if i told her I took leave to spend time with my husband kan,dia leh tanya soalan cepu mas nie tau,"Did you have sex with him"?Boleh????Hadoilah..I pun tak tau lah nak reply what.Mula2 kan she told us sex is two people,man and women mouth kissing.Then after 6 months she elaborates it to sex is man and woman mouth kissing and wearing undergarments.Then,sex is man and women mouth kissing and naked and the man will fondle the women's br**st.Aduss..I dunno lah how.I did'nt let her watch adult movie,tau.The problem is Transformers pon ada aksi romance,how??Then me and her dahla hantu Twilight,then taulah,Twilight pon ada 'ringan-ringan' jugaks.Nasib lah dia tak tau the detail about sex, matilahhh...Now nie kan dia dah ada modal baru tau,dia dok busy tanya whether me and his dad pernah have sex or not?Macamana nak jawab tuh! Tuhla I dok pening now nie.Takkan nak jawab ya.So,I said No lah,kan.Kang panjang cerita if I said yes. She's just 7 tau when she 1st asked bout this stuff.I masa 7 years old dok kalut main getah,main guli,main basikal,main batu seremban.I knew bout sex pon coz Sains masa form 3 ader tajuk pasal seks,kan.Those sperm and ovum.Masa tuh i geli tau,yelah,baru 15.Bila teacher sebut man's private part and sperm jek,mulalah toleh kiri kanan tengok member and cebik..yucks la kunun..Poyo jek!Sekarang??Muahahaha,paham2 ajeklah makna question mark tuh kan.Tadi pulak my anak tengok you tube,tetiba came accross video from Malaysia,tetiba jek tanya I mama,what is BEROMEN?Again??.I malas nak reply,I just said bad things jer then asked her to view other video.Pusing kepalaku.Now she's going to be 9,nine yeah,not nineteen!You all agak2 la kan 10 years,oh no need 10 years la,5 years from now agaknya apalah dia nak tanya I??I memang dah pass that job to my darl dah,the bird and the bees thing.I dunno how to explain,biar her fatherlah,senang!Hahahahaha.So,apa experience you guys dengan karenah pelik anak-anak???

Teringat-Ingat....

What can I say bout today?Productive?My management class was okay and I think my organisation structure company study was all right.I'm glad I did that!I'm gonna start my new work this Saturday and Sunday.So,my darl has to take leave jaga anak la..My work will start at 5pm till around 10pm..hadoi,mesti exhausted.Dahla Monday morning ada class..What to do?Pasrah ajelah..Sapa yang gatal nak datang UK,kan?Hambik kau! Tonight after watched my favourite show,ANTM(Americas Next Top Model),I dok belek2 pics in my lappy nie..

Nampaklah this 2 pics..:-

Kat Mamak Bistro Subang

On Ferry to Penang..

Hukhuk..Lihat 1st pics...Oh tidakk,rindunya daku pada suasana kedai mamak,hokey.Tempat ittewlah di mana ada kuehteow kerang basahh yg powerr,hokey? Kat UK nie,particularly my area la,mana ada coffee shop yang bukak after 10pm. Kat Malaysia dulu,kadang pukul 3 pagi (kena sebut macam P.Ramlee nyanyi dalam madu 3)

meroyan nak makan roti canai Melur yang power pon boley kuar lagie..siap angkat anak masuk keta tuh..Me and hubby dating dua orang,anak tido dalam keta,bolehhh???Hahahaha..tapi keta park sebelah us,lah kan..How I miss the mamak Teh Ais..anak roti sardin,and Mee Goreng...Hadoi2..makanan saja di ingatanku ha..

Then pics no 2 is on the way nak pi Penang.We all turun Penang sebulan sekali pasal dulu loaded,huahauhahahau.

Sekarang???Lu pikirlah sendirik...hampess jek,kan..Leh nampak Komtar lagie kt pics no 2 tuh,kan.Favourite food in Penang sudah semestinya Nasi Kandar Subaidah,Ais Krim Goreng Kampungku serta Rojak Buah Uncle Shamrock Beach(Lebay kacang and keropok,plis)Adusss....Kenangan..tinggal kenangan...Dah2..malas nak layan nostalgia,kang ada yang booking flight balik Mesia,kang...Tammat.

Preparation...

Today is a busy day..Woke up quite early and lazying on the couch watching crap programmes.Blame my Kyra lahh..What to do?We have 1 TV,so whoever wakes up 1st get to choose their programme lahh..After brunch,which is Fox biscuit dipped in hot milk tea,I took a bath and went out straight away.We went to buy our take-away stuffs.My initial plan was to cook sardin and ommelette jer for lunch.Tetiba malas...Then after that take-away shopping,tetiba rajin plaks,apart from teringin nak makan mutton,kan...So,on the way back,drop by to the halal butcher and bought half kilo of mutton meat.Balik tuh,berkobar-kobar then terus masuk kitchen and start cooking..I had to cooked it for almost 40 minutes because it must be cooked in slow cooking method..If its too hot,then the meat will tend to harden..Tak sedap pulak!Thats why api must be slow,selain dari to preserved the meat tenderness,the taste will be better coz minyak from mutton tuh akan bersatu dengan the curry,kan.So,this is how its look like:0

We loved it..Sedap gilerrrr (perasan)..hahahaha,nie my darl and Kyra yang cakap ek..So,hows ur weekends??

Weekends Activity

Weekends is here!Yessssss!I love weekends.Who does'nt eh!Heheehhe.Today we went for our weekly grocerie shopping.Since I got my salary yesterday,kan,so,leh la lavish2 kan diri and family,kan..Hehehehe. We Bought the weekly usual home stuffs and kitchen stocks  like bawang2, chicken,sausages,yoghurt,apples,oranges,bananas,potatoes,frozen pizza...and my favourite biscuit is on discount!!!Wahhh..I will show you all 1 day tau my favourite biscuit.Tersangatlah mashyukknya bila di cicah dengan hot tea with milk..Aduh..aduh..Me and hubby boley habiskan sebungkus sekaligus! Buruk lantak ! gitulah.

The biscuit name is Fox Jam..memang itu adalah compulsory stuff la if we went groceries shopping!The usual price is 80pence per pack.Today,its 50 pence only.So,apalagie,cargasssss..sebatlah banyak2,kan..Tunggu lagi?

I used to buy 4 packs at a time for our weekly supply,kan.Tuh pon tak cukup!.Kadang after 2 days dah abess.The other day I vowed to my darl that i'm gonna borong that biscuits if they cut the price down.Owh,,inilah hari yang ku tunggu-tunggu yeah..Without any delay,I dengan rakusnya telah berjaya menyumbatkan trolley ku with..not 4,not 5,not 6,but...10 packs of that biscuit.Huahuaahuahauah.Cashier ASDA(supermarket) pon agaks jakun melihatnya and telah membuat tekaan bahawa ianya adalah milik Kyra.Sia-sia jek anakku kene,kan..That cashier siap tanya my anak lagi dengan dialog ini"Is this all yours"?You liked it so much,do you?And my anak,dengan tidak meng-cover2 telah memecahkan tembelang mamanya ini dengan reply ini"Nope,its my mom's".Owh,tidakkk..and cashier tersebut pon buat muka terkulat2..Huahauahuahauah.Itulah story di ASDA tadie.

Then balik umah,kemas2 barang semua then my darl went out for a hair cut..and me,berperang in the kitchen.Today lunch,I prepared Vege Fried Rice and lauknya is Barbeque Chicken.Suka!sangat enak ayam ittew bila dicicah dengan sos Lingham's yea adik2..So,usah ditanya berapa pinggan I sebat,yeah..tak sayang mulut namanya tuh...Wakakaka.So,like usual,after hubby went off to work,I mulalah membuat private work,kan.salah satunya adalah.........ini:-

Wah,nie orang ka orang minyak??Huhuhuhu.Yeap,jangan tukar siaran coz this is ME yeah.And what the hell is that?on my face?Yeap,ianya sejenis masker..Face Mask ler tue..tapi the usual one colour cream or white,kan.Nie kaler Hijau Taik Lembu lah pulakk..!!Haru...Jika anda tertanya-tanya apakah itu,sila lihat pics ini:-

Yeap..its a face mud..from Dead Sea..Its very salty tau coz I penah gatal try..hahahaha..tarak kileja punya olang! Dead mud nie khasiatnya sangatlah tinggi especially for reducing wrinkles and fine line plus face discolouration.I bought this in Castle Mall..the 2nd week I came to UK.tak silap,40 pounds,so duit Malaysia is around RM240 plus minus la.For some of you maybe you think its expensive,but..but..I've been using it for 5 months tau and ada 3/4 bottles lagie..So,memang BERBALOI!..Coz everytime we use it pon just take a bit only.So,i'm looking at using it for a year..so,bahagilah RM240 with 12 months,kan..RM20 jer per months..Ok,kan???Sometimes I selalu fikir like that bila nak beli expensive products..kadang you all purchase yang murah,buat kene guna banyak pon sama jugak,kan.But,depends la..masing2 ada own preference,kan.So,I wanna show you all the before and after effects lah kan..This pics was taken on the 1st day I arrived in UK.Look at my complexion:-

Abaikan my double chin yeah..Angle tak betol tuh..Muahahah..Kununnnnnnnnnn...Iya,I confess,I memang chubby..uhuhuhuhuk...And...ini pula my pics after 5 months using the product,cuba lihat pics ini pula:-

What more can I say?I'm a satisfied user..My face pon dah even colournya,no more dark spots and lines.So,inilah cerita saya today...Hope you all enjoy reading,yeah..Chiows..

Blessed Friday..:)

Its Friday!!yeayyy!!!And i'm feelin better,double yeayyyyyyyyyyyy,and I went to class after 3 days,triple yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy,Alhamdulillah.So thankful that I'm gettin better.Gloomy,kan whenever we're sick.For me fever,cough and mild flu insy still not bad,kalau tooth-ache..ampunnnnnnnnnnn..memang nothing compared to toothache la..agree???

I went to work like usual,but..but managed to talked to my boss about my plan.Jeng jeng jeng,what plan yeah?I planned to swop place with my hubby.Hahahaha,actually my darl is the one that volunteer to replace me at Next.I think dia pity kan wifey dia kot pasal no rest at all.So,I talked to my boss and he's kinda agree with the plan.Syukur again.So,I wont be rushing here and there and lack of rest,kan.And I have BIG plans for my takeaway.This weekend nak get ready everything.I planned to re-organize all the menu.I need to take out some menu that I think less popular and put in more popular menu such as Beef Curry,Chicken Curry, Fish Curry Kurma,Assam Pedas and Rendang.Can't wait,lahhh..I heard from my friend,there's 3,4 Malaysian yang just arrived at the Uni..so,need to pass my menu to them..My mind nie actually dok pikir to introduce limited menu like Keli Salai Masak Lemak,Daging Salai Masak lemak cili api..Yummylicious,kan..And..and I got another plan tau for the takeaway but not sure sempat execute or not..yelah,my Final will be like 3 months from now,kan,so..I cant be too occupied with my business,nanti my studies ke laut pulakk...iskh..iskh..iskh..

Enuff bout my plans la.Just wanna share with all of you bout my day today.Today I'm happy,thankful,relieved.. semua2lah..Remember that I told you I got other job just waiting for me?Yeap,Rachel,my supervisor called today said that i can start the new job next week.Yeap,Next Week..Alhamdulillah.The pay is good,10 pounds per hour..Mana nak dapat dek Nonn..Kira duit kita sejam RM60 lah..So,If I work like 10 hours a day,which I might,dapatla busuk2 around RM600 per day..Sebulan banyak juga tuh..Rezeki,kan?I'm so relieved.Before this we all makan pon budget2 jek..coz hubby sorang jer kerja,kan.Now,hubby dah ada 2 jobs and me with this well-paid job,memang lega..One more thing,dah janji dengan my Kyra wanna bring her to Paris,Disneyland..So,now nie nampaklah sinar harapan skets,kan..Muahahhaha.Living here in UK not indah2 belaka.Life is a struggle.Dahla now economic distress,so,its hard to find job.So,memang syukur sangatlah dapat kerja.Ada my friend yang dah 3-4 months searching for a job pon still not succeeded.Apart from the job,I ada good news bout my pay.Today I got my very 1st salary from Next.Gaji 1st in UK..Teruja you.....Huhuhu,poyo,kan???Yelah,my hard earned money tuh,bangun kul 6am,go to work then go to class.Time pay day,memang rasa emo skets..huhuhuhu..Macam kera dapat bunga pon ader jugaks!owh,dah terbayang that LV dah,muahahahha.If its my rezeki,then its mine lah kan..Hopefully...Owh,I dont have any new picture that I boleh share,but these pictures below is considered new lah jugak,kan 2 weeks ago.Panas lagie,FB pon i belum upload..so,exclusive lah,kan...It was taken 2 weeks ago during snowy mowy time..So,here it goes...enjoyyyyy:-

 Park Scenery Winter Time

 My Kyra

  Me..

Grumpy Me!

I'm sick,bored and grumpy now.My cough does'nt seems its gonna be better soon and I got this annoying headache since 2,3 days ago.its like a package.All together fever,cough,phelgm,flu and migrain!Darn!I have not attend class for 2 days now and I dont think I can tomorrow.When I'm sick and bored(just staying at home),I can be really grumpy.And my daughter will be my easy prey.I can just snap and be mad just like that!I hate myself for that.Sometimes i sat down and think bout my whole life and I realize how inconsiderate I am.When I'm busy or sick or stress I will be in my hiding closet in the dark in my room.I won't care bout anyone including my daughter.i'm a bad mom..really...hukhukhuk..Being the only girl in the family,I always have my hiding place,which is my room.If I'm stresses or sad,i'll cry or turn on the radio and cry...so,its like a habbit already..you see,I just wanna be alone when I'm not happy.I think by doing so,I'm able to heal myself and maybe if I'm lucky,i'll recover after 2,3 days...

Have you ever felt down becoz you are sick?i hate it when I cant go to class and did not have any clue whatsoever! I love my daughter so much and sometimes I felt that she's growing up too fast and I just realize how much I missed her whenever I'm in my hiding closet.If  I do not go in my closet when I'm down,I'll be grumpy and snapped at her,which I dont want.Maybe I have an anger management issue or???Arrgghh,I'm so complex,nobody understands me except me!I have so many issues lingering within me now.One after another.And me being sick and unable to attend class is one of it.I cant understand why I felt so weak nowadays..Week as demotivated and my body just refuses everything.Even my brain cant conrol it anyway.My lecturer used to told us that during Winter ,usually everybodys's spirit is low.Owh,should I blame the weather??Or its just me?Maybe its been quite sometimes since my detoxification..I used to take Juvanex for detox.Sometimes when there's too much toxin,you will feel week,lazy and so on..So,I think I should get myself a detox produst a.s.a.p.Maybe I'll feel better afterwards.his is hard!I wanna be a good mom,I wanna spend more time with my daughter and I wanna be her best friend.I dont want my daughter to be closer to others rather than me.I dont want her to back off..I wanna be a good student,a good wifey and good worker.But sometimes,its too hard to be good at everything.I miss my mom and dad and brothers.I miss to chat with my dad whenever I'm down.Those wisdom words he used to tell me.I can really connect with what he said.It seems real and I believe him.What's wrong with me now??Arrgghhh..Ok2,enuff whining.I'm gonna have to stop now as my head is spinning like a gasing already!need to take paramol to cure this headache!Darn again!

I Crave For Something!!!!

Heyluuuu all.Sorry again for not to update my blog as often as I used to.My classes have started so I have little time to do my own thing.My takeaway business will re-open next week.It has stop for almost 2 weeks due to transportation problem..so hopefully things will get better by next week.Well,this post is gonna be short as I'm not well today.Yes dear,i'm down with flu,cough,phelgm,fever and sore throat.I was advised by my GP to stay at home,self quarantine as I got the symptoms,kan.But not to worry,after sleeping all day and lotsa paracetamol I'm gettin better.However,I sounded like a frog now..not sexy at all my voice!

So,after resting almost 1 whole day,waking up fresh,mulalah my mind nie menerawang.And mulalah my fingers itchy nak bukak handbags website,kan.I actually adore this model lama dah,since it was released 1 or 2 years ago.But then,hubby dah belikan Aigner kan,so,diam sekejapla.Now tangan dah gatal balik.Teringat this 'cinta lama'.Haiyoo..howla?Dahla mahai,dekat RM6k.Mati mana nak carik duit??Hmm..I'm not a handbag collector,and its not easy for me to like or adore a handbag.Susahh woo..Usually memang love at the 1st sight la.If 1st time saw it and didnt like it,thats it lah,kan.So,this is the winner,the one that my hear desire.When to get it dunno lagie,tengah dok pujuk2 darling nie..hadoila,gotta give excellent 'service' la kot nampaknya..Jahat,kan I?Huahuahaahaua.What to do,dah angau tahap gaban dah,dok teringat jer nie...:-

Memang cun giler LV Monogram Vernis Brentwood ini.They have 2 colours which is red and Amarante.This is Amarante. I love the adjustable handle tuh..coz I can adjust it to my liking and comfortableness kan..Looking at any angle pon,memang this is a winner bag lahh..But..but..hubbylicious I nie 'kureng' skets dgn Vernis.Mamat nie suka full leather mcm my Aigner yang dia pilihkan.My Aigner yang I got for my birthday tu is full leather dark brown..boley tak I never took picture of it???never really cross my mind nak put it in my b log..tataulah i lupa ker or lazy..hahahaha..Nanti2lah,one fine day time I free I will show you all.Oklah,I need to sleep now,gotta go to work early tomorrow..So,thats it for now..Chiow.

I'm Back!

Please read this blog title ala2 Arnold Schwartzenager in Terminator,hokeyy?Hahahaha.Sorry my dear2 readers.I'm having my 'jiwa Kacau" moments.masuk in my closet japs.After enuff bermuram durja,now I'm out again.With new strength adn energy..ala2 lepas minum minuman tenaga Pearl Kacip Fatimah Orang kampung tuh...muehehehe.The problem that bothered me the other day is regarding my Visa la.To renew the visa we need to have certain amount of money in our bank accounts.Mine dah shrink as we have to buy car,kan,pay the house rentals for 6 months lagie and Car insurans and road tax lagie...Stressed Tahap dewa,hokeyy.

But alhamdulillah I have loyal friends and family members yang close to me,give me support and motivation..plus my lecturer..so,I'm okay again.Life is tough.Staying here in UK not all fairt-tales tau.Not about shopping,travelling sumer.sometimes orang nampak kita stay kat UK nie mesti orang cakap,wah,bestnya dok UK.Hidup everywhere pun is the same.there's always problem..Problem nie dimana2 jer.Baik in Malaysia,India ka,UK ka..uurrgghhh...So,to tell you the truth,bukan semuanya indah kat UK nie..part yang tak indah pon melambak jugak.But being me,I malas nak blog psl benda2 yang tak seronok sangat coz I understand some of you dahla stress balik keja kan,then bukak my blog,tu diaa...dok blog bout negativity pulak,lagila stress you all,kan kan?So,better I blog bout fun stuff jer,but..but..sometimes bila mai angin kus2 I time I tengah mandom tuh,maafkan jerlah If I express my dissatisfaction ker or kebosanan ker or kemuram durjaan ka..Sabar jeklah dek nonn...

So,today i'm gonna update bout my Kyra.She's crazy about guitar now.maybe becoz her dad plays guitar,kan.So,maybe its in her blood also.Hari2 she plays guitar..Mentor dia ialah my hubbyla..Wanna see?

Currently she's using her dad's gitar kapok.We're planning to buy her own in this one or 2 months..Its not cheap yeah.The other reason is we wanna observe her 1st..Takut after few days she lost interest.Other than guitar,she wants to learn how to play piano as well.That one tunggulah at least until end of this year ke kan..Kena kumpul duit duluuuuuuuuuuuuu...

So,the other day I told you all I ader buat Easy Peasy Murtabak,kan..The making process took me around 5 mins saja.Ha?Talak percaya?Believe me...Thats why namanya easy Peasy Murtabak..So,if sesapa mengidam tuh,weekends nie boley buat..weekdays pon okay since its very2 simple and easy..Plus yummy too..Kids usually loves this!This murtabak I'm gonna call EPLS murtabak..Why?EPLS stands for what?yeap,Easy Peasy lemon Squeasy Murtabak.My Kyra suka sangat cakap EPLS tau!So,I pinjam sat phrase nie..hahahahaha.So,see for yourself,pics is a bit dissappointing since my camera battery weak pulak..Ops2,lupa nak bagi credit to my friend.My friend,sham yang ajar us how to made these.So,Sham,thanks dear...

So,memula you can prepare the fillings first.Up to you la,whether you want chiscken,beef or potatoes,kan.Since this time is darurat time,so I sebat sardin and potato sajalah..Lantak pi lah,kan.So,you dah prepare whatever fillings you want tu,you can add like 2 eggs and a bit of salt then pukul semua seperti picture above.Kalau lazy to think tuh,just buat inti karipap,easy,kan..Then,after dah sekata tuh,hehehehe,this is the interesting part..the kulit murtabak.Yang paling haru and melambatkan kerja is the kulit kan..sepasal nak uli tepung cam roti  canai pulak,dengan minyak sapi bagai..Huhuhuhu.So,I'm gonna teach you all how to CHEAT.Yeap,CHEAT...Kita gunakan this 'secret weapon' yeah to replace the tepung.Apa dia?Look at this pics:-

Can you see it??? Yeap darllingss,Its kulit popiah yang boley dibeli di mana2 supermarket near to your house yer..Ala,carik kat Frozen punya department..gerenti Jumper!!So,dah beli kulit popiah tuh,take off one by one,make sure just one tau,as this kulit popiah suka lekat 2,3 keping all together..If too thibk kulit tuh,tak elok jadinya...Then tebarlah kulit popiah ittew..Then put the filling and after that lipatlah macam envelope...After that panaskan kuali and put a bit of oil.Just Vege oil or minyak biasa,if nak more kick,leh pour in some minyak sapi..memanggg Berbaloi!Huhuhuhu.So,after frying,jadilah like this:-

Hihihihi.Sedappppppppppp..Cubalah EPLS Murtabak nie..gerenti tak menyesal.Plus the preparation is very easy and jimat time.Just 5 mins.Try it,okay?

Serabutttttttttttt....

Today I suddently remember bout something.Something that i've put at the back of my head for months now.But as the time is near,I kept thinking bout it again and now I'm very-very stress.Its study-relations and yes,its very personal.As for now,I dont have any clue how the hell I'm gonna deal with it or ways to settle it.Tak Nampak Jalannnnnnnnnnnn!!!!It would be nice if we can wake up everyday with zero problem.But thats impossible la kan for us human..I soooooooooooo hate to think bout this!Why la my life nie banyak sangat dugaan nya?Kadang I get so demotivated and just wanna break down and cry.Yess,Cry!But crying wont solve my problem.As for now,saya BUNTU+SERABUTS+DEPRESSED+MELT DOWN.I just wanna escape laaaa....hadoila..If I dont think bout it,it will come sooner or later.If I think bout it,apa satu keja pon tak jalan.Masalah oh masalah,get off my shoulder!Don't ever come back!

New Term

Today;apart from going to work,I didnt do anything purposeful.Hahahaha,Sunday kan,just lazying at home jer.Mamat poyo tuh,no need to ask,the usual routine.Sleep.Mamat tuh perasan he's batman,muahahha.Sleeps during the day,and at night active giler.Not what you think tu,active means,can't sleep at night,watching TV,surfin net la.Pity Him.Ker mamat nie tak abes2 lagie jetlagg?Cannot be,maaaaaaaa.Its been 5 months already.Lantak dialah.By the way,its good jugak,so nobody will disturb me using the lappy,kan.So,I took that opportunity to upload the sledging pics yesterday in my FB.You can watch it there yeah..Guess what me and Kyra did today?Hahahaha.Wanna see?Look at this pic:-

Can you see what are we watching in the lappy? See the TV3 logo?yeapp..We watched AJL yang ke-24.It was superb!I love Faizal Tahir,the Bencinta song.At 1st cant understand la,what?Bencinta?I thot bercinta.Rupanya bukan.Its the combination of benci+cinta kot..hahahaha,ala,mcm time kita tgh conflict dgn our husband or boyfriend la,menyampah and benci and meluat,but cinta..heheheheh..I love that song.And his performance was brilliant!I thot he's gonna win..but..not his rezekilah this year.1st prize went to Aizat with the song "Pergi" which was Talentime punya soundtrack.2nd was Yuna-I love this song!it was called Dan Sebenarnya..At 1st masa dengar this song in Era,kan,I thot she was an Indonesian.Coz gaya lagu nie like Indon tau..rupa2nya malaysia,siap bertudung ayu gittew..And the 3rd prize went to....Jeng..jeng..jeng..yeah,Faizal Tahir!I thot she shud win though:(.Other performance that I enjoyed was Akim-Bengang,Bunkface-Situasi and Hujan(cant't recall the title,maklumlah dah tua berumur,kan?Hahahaha.So,overall,memang syok!Fight la kali nie.The opening was performed by dato' Siti and lan MUH.Bestla that performance.Then there Search as guest artist.Gua memang minat gila sama Search.Lagu yang tangkap lalok for me semestinya Isabella,Fantasia Bulan Madu,Rozana,Kejora.Sukaaaaaa!I nie membesar dengan lagu2 Search la kiranya.Time we watched AJL tuh kan,I baru realised that dah 5 months I tak tengok Malay programme.Huahuahauahua.Dunno why,never once teringin nak dengar Era ker or watch Malaysia punya Tv programme.But AJL is an exception la..Never missed tu babe.Btw,I heard Seach is going to perform in Liverpool.Is it true?In April is it?I soooooooo wanna go..Who else yang wanna go?I know my friend Nadia yg kat Liverpool tuh surely tergedik2 nak pi,kan.Nana and Mozardt?Nana,Mozardt layan Search tak?heheheeheh.Okie2,dah merapu dah nie.

Actually nak story mory bout my class.I hate the new time table la..Sucks Big Time.Menci!Geramm giller nie but cant do anything,helpless la student macam I nie.So,what to do,layann jerlah Labu.Tomorrow is the 1st day of the new Sem.After long..4 weeks break.sometimes I missed my class and friends,but most of the time,I indulge the good..free time.Best!I get to spend more time with daughter and hubbylicious.Now dah start class again,I'm gonna be damn busy again.Arrgghh..Life...So many things to do,so many things to say but so little time.Owh2,the other day ada someone order my takeaway.same menu juga as the other customer.She ordered Malaysian Fried Rice,chicken paprik and Yummy Fried Beef.she wrote her comment to me in my FB inbox.so,here it goes:-

Maslina Mohamad 10 January at 17:55

salam..sorila meen..buat awk tertanye22..best222 sgt awk nyer food tuh...luv ur nasi goreng n paprik....

ari ni br bukak fb nih....iyyad demam n mak die pun terjangkit samer...mlm td pening kepala sgt22..igt nak order from u tp dah tahu for sure kedai tak bukak nyer...lgpun time tu ur hubby dah g keje kot..huhu..so fendi la msk nasi....tu pun mkn ngan kepok goreng jer....

cuma, kalu daging tu, u buat ader kuah sikit lg ok kot...sbb kalu org order nasi n dgg je...kering je nasi takde kuah..ni suggestion je la..memandai la plk sy nih...sori la deh...
 

So,inilah komen dari my customer.I'm super happy.Another satisfied customer.I'm planning to do other special menu tau on weekend..which is Nasi Beriani,Nasi Ayam,nasi Lemak,Nasi Minyak and Nasi Tomato.The lauk mestilah Ayam Masak Merah,Kurma Daging or Ayam,Kuzi Ayam or Daging and maybe Rendang Daging and Ayam kot.Tu Diaa,tinggi tuh my ambition.But I need to lah kan.Alhamdulillah God granted me this special talent.Not an expert,but at par la,kan.I've started cooking since I was 12.Each year  goes by,I improved and learned a lot.Macam2 la cooking nye petua.Contohnya if the gravy is too salty,we can put some potatoes in it.The best petua ever for me is if the rice is too "lembik",you can actually saved it.Just put like 3 eggs in there,push it to the bottom of the rice cooker then tutup the periuk,then press cook and hold around 3-5 mins.Insy Ok.Banyak kali dah this petua saved me!So,you can try it out :) .Ok,I need to sleep now as tomorrow I'm going to class,kan.No more late night..iskh ;(. So,Happy workin peeps,I know you all hate Monday,but to make it better,think of 1 thing you love on Monday,yer??Papai.

Sledge-O-Tastic

Arrgghh..so tiring!But I..nope..we had sooo much fun.Went to my friends house near the University this morning.Reached there around 11am and she prepared us this:-

Yeap!Nasi Lemak..but there's salted fish that goes with it but I forgot to snap the pics.Then my friend Sham made Murtabak for us.I was soo impressed.Yelah,kan,dok overseas nie ingredient is a bit limited then time consuming lagie.The murtabak was so nice.I loved it.delicious,but silly me,again lupa nak snap pics.eh,wait,I think I snapped the pics but dunno which folder i save it in.Sowiey.So,after breakfast to,the 3 of us,Laili,Sham and me pon dok chit chat la.So,i took that opportunity to ask Sham bout the murtabak recipe. Oh gosh,it was easy peasy lemon squeezy.Maybe I will try to make some next week and give out the recipe yeah.I also asked Sham bout Paris.The accomodation,the train tix,etc.My daughter nie bothers me everyday tau,ajak pi Paris.How?Looks like her daddy kena jugakla bring us to Disneyland Paris.Insya Allah,hope ada rezeki lebih:).Then habis dah chit chat tu,we called the kids to come down and go sledging.On our way to the hill,we saw this:-

An Igloo!!!Wah,whoever that build this is a genius!It was sooo warm inside tau.The kids happy sangat.See their face.Their mom pon sama.I jakun,hokey!This is the 1st time I see igloo tau,I mean Live la,kan.Of coursela its not as neat as the Eskimos Igloo yg we watch in TV tuh,but,jadiilah.After snapping pics by the igloo,we all pon startlah our expedition.Why I say expedition?Becoz kena mendaki pulak to the hill where we're going sledging,kan.10 minutes hike jadie 20 minutes pulak.Why?Taking pictures la.I pon tatau la why I so giler with taking pics tau.Pi mana pon mesti nak snap pics.My hobby tu.So,this is some of the pics i took:-

See this picture above?Tu diaa...sampai2 there,umat manusia nie penuh!I thought its gonna be just us,kan,but man,I was wrong.Its like a sledge festival pulak up there.So many people until we must take turn pulak nak tsledging.If I'm not mistaken,there's about 30 people there.Crowded,with people,dogs la.memang happening gilerr!I yang ye2 nk try sledging nie ended up went down 1 time ajer.Malu la,hahahaha.But it was fun,gayat.I was going too fast until I have to brake using my hands and feet.Boleh pulak masa sledging tuh my camera slipped from my hand,so,Kyra had to go back and find it along the path.Did I told you it was FUN?Super Fun!.Its been a while tau since I had fun.But the highlight of the day is Kyra la.She,Sofya and Halili went down like 5 times kot..3 kids on 1 sledge!What?dont believe me?Ha,take a look at this pictures:-

You can imagine all the screaming la.Everybody was happy today.We took 1 last picture before I go back at 1pm.This is the pics:-

Cute kan that Snow Man,complete with tie lagie ha.The conclusion is I'm tired but me and Kyra had soo much fun today.As this is our 1st time sledging,what can I say is,its awesome!I'm kinda addicted to it though:P. So peeps,have a nice and enjoyable weekends,yeah.Chiow.

Divorce Dilemma...

Bonjourrrr..I wanna share sumthin bout divorce with all of you but before that I wanna update bout the snow condition in UK.I heard from the news its the worst in a decade!Can you belive that.Dahla this is my 1st year in UK.But,I'm so thankful that I get to experience this as last year we just got a tiny winy amount of snow.I woke up early today,gettin ready then go to work.I dont think its going to snow this morning as there's no major indication,kan.Unfortunately,just after I finished work,snow falls heavily.I didnt bring any umbrella nor hooded jacket.Darn!Then I have to walk in the snow to wait for my husband.My darl usually took 15 mins from home to the city centre,but today,jadi half and hour.Why?Coz some cars got stucked in the snow and cant move.So,there I was,waiting for him in the cold,thanfully there's roof,if not,I wud be drenched.We reached home about 10.30am I think.Guess what me and Kyra did?Dont ask bout my darl,Lost case mamat poyo tuh.Every day pon especially during the snow you can find him in 1 place.Where?Under the duvet! Me and Kyra like alwaysla,kan.Snowball Fight.We managed to took some pics today.Nahhhh.See for yourself!

The Park

Kyra in the park

Me..wah,Aigner I enterprame la..

us..2 eskimos..

Kyra..What style is this?

We had so much fun,throwing snow to each other.We laughed,we giggle like what.And me,hahahaha,being a kid again.Mesti you all dah bored kan almot everyday talk bout snow.What to do?I heart Snow.I love it!

Ok2,sudah2 la bout snow,kan.The title today is a bit serious and sensitive,not just for me but others as well.I wrote bout this because 3 of my friends is actually in divorce dilemma.2 of them has gone to court to settle it,while 1 more is contemplating.I pity them..but I pity the children the most.All of them still young,below 30 and their children is below 3!Hmm..Each with their own unique problems.What to say?I just lend my ears to hear.What I can do is ask them to be patient and try to motivate them to move on.Life is unfair sometimes.It must be really painful kan when ur own husband,the man that you loved betray you,cheated on you or hurt you physically and emotionally.I've been hurt before but I always believe in 2nd chance.I understand that we are just an imperfect human being.We make mistakes,we're not Nabi,kan.I believe that by forgiving someone,it makes our heart purer.But,tengok jugalah salah apa,kan?If my husband cheats on me,I dont think so.As for me,trust cant be build in 1 day.I remember reading something bout women's heart.Women's heart is like a mirror.If it falls,you can glue it back,but it wont be the same as the new mirror..There would be patches everywhere.Just like women's trust.If betrayed ones,of course we can forgive but the level of trust will never be the same again..EVER!Trust me.Marriage is a gambling actually.You dont know what's gonna happend in the end,kan.Sometimes you think you've choosen the right man,but it turned out to be not.Some people is such a hypocrite.Time bercinta sakan,depa tak tunjuk their flaws,but after kahwin,mulala kluar semua weird stuff from the closets,kan?We always heard that women are unpredictable,but for me kan,man pon samer jugaks.Sometimes they want us to pamper them,sometimes they want us to back off.Taking care of a man is like playing a kite.You let them fly by themselves but always hold the rope.When you think they've gone too far,you pull them back.Sometimes kahwin lelaki baik pon,lepas kahwin boley tetiba jadi mean and evil.It can happend tau,especially guys yg senang terpengaruh with others like their peers,kan.Nauzubillah.I'm so thanful my darl nie bukan jenis yang suka hang out.He prefers lepak at home with us.He once told me that everytime he went out with his guy friends he will always think of me,how nice it would be if he's with me instead.Can you believe that?The other day,I babble at him,kan,bout him sleeping jer.He replied saying,its better that he sleep at home,at least I know where he is,sure dah tak kuar dengan pompuan,kan.Hahahha.betol jugak!To women out there yang mengalami kegagalan in ur marriage,please..dont give up and dont put the blame on anyone.It can happend to anybody.Pointing fingers wont do you any good.You can be sad,off course..but dont put too much pressure on urself.Please..please remember that its not the end of the world.You still have ur children to take care of.Be strong,its okay to fall,but get up back,you can do this.Dont let anybody bring you down.No need to mourn over unthankful man,They're just NOT WORTH IT!Cheers...

Bored

I'm not workin today but as usual woke up early to prepare Kyra to school.Today I packed her an apple,yoghurt and croissant.I felt a bit awkward as I didnt hear any noise from the school field.Usually nearly 9am,it would be a bit noisy as children playing in the field.Around 9am,my darl sended her to school.But then,5 minutes later,I heard a doorbell.I was quite surprised seeing Kyra with her dad.Rupanya her school was closed because of the snow.happy that girl!As for me,today got to submit the Wall Street Crash Assignment.Borringgggggg.I hate it la.Especially when I need to do something during the term break.Hello,why is it called a term break?Break means breakla.Ni tidak,i got 2 assignment to submit.One the Wall street thing,the other one is Quantitative Methods.QM nie pon I hate jugaks(melampau) Semua tak suka,pehal,kan?hahahaahaha.Then,I spend like 1 hour kot doing my essay then i was so sleepy,I ended up sleeping with hubby.Sleeping jer tau,not "sleeping" as in inverted comma.How la,the snow falled tak henggat punya.Cold and bored=sleep.At that time it was 11am kot.I was thinking nak nap a while around 2 hours,kan.Mak oii,I ended up waking up at 5pm!7 hours sleeping!Boley gitu?Haru sungguh!Maybe becoz I have not been sleeping well enuff kot since last week.Tido around 3am,6am dah jaga,kan.Mana tak exhausted.Bangun2 tido jek,terus felt so stupid.I have this feelings tau if I sleap too much,I bangun I akan bad mood tau.So,dahla woke up late,my Wall street essay pulak problem.Then I dah warn my Kyra dont disturd me as I need to finish it and send it by email today.Minah tuh pulak dok called me several time.First time,I sabar lagi,then 2nd time she called me,kenalah marah.Dahla I dok bad mood as the result of sleeping too much tadie,kan,dengan unfinished essay lagie.hadoila,free jer minah tuh kene fire ha.What to do.nasib dia lah dapat mama yang emotionally unstable,kan.Hahahaha.Then,during me finishing the essay rasa guilty plaks tengok my girl terkebil2 after kena fire,kan.I finished my essay as soon as possible,then masuk kitchen and start cooking.I pon masak her favorite food which is Ayam Berempah and Kurma Telur.Then around 9pm hubbylicious balik then we had dinner togetherla,the 3 of us.My Kyra makan 3 pinggan tuh.Huahauahua,teruk kan I,lepas fire2 anak,pandai pulak nak make up.Kalau dengan my darl,senang jek nak make up.Are you thinkin what i;m thinkin?Yeah,you feel me bebeh!Sorry today nothin interesting to blog about.Winter=Bored=Otak Beku=Physically Lazy.Memandangkan I'm bored today,and nothin to write about,I'm gonna have to stop now.Before I merapu and melalut ke mana hala.Chow noe.Byeee.

Snow Again..Food Cravings?

Ola2 all..My title today is definately not synchronize at all !I just came back from work nie.Hubbylicious picked me up just now.Then came back,dia prepared breakfast for us sambil I check my FB and blog,boleyy gitu???Hahaha,yelah,wifey dia baru balik from work,kan,baru jer nak loosen up skets.Bagi can,la.I just liked it when my hubby pamper me.Like help me to cut my nails,comb my hair.Suka!Owh2,kami memang weird.In malay tradition,wifey do everything can for hubby,sometimes even put on the socks and shoes.Hubby I do everything himself,just sometimes I helped to wash his face,ala2 facial session gittew.Most of the time,he's the one yang pamper me.Like I said,cutting my nails,combing my hair.Sometimes help trimming my brow!Aci dak?Hahahaah.My hubby nie very artistic tau,sometimes he helped me and Kyra to draw the henna on our hands.Cantik his work!That's why I trust him with my brows.But..But,dont get me wrong,I'm NO queen control or Lady Boss.He just likes to pamper us.Not only me,as time nak comb hair,he comb both me and my daughter's hair.Best,kan orang sikatkan our hair.rasa disayangi.hahahaha.

Owh2,as I was typying nie,snow is pouring heavily.Heavy sangat!Terasa sangat winter,hokey?Snow here macam beskut Chipsmore tau,now you see it,now you dont!.sometimes,it snowed for like 3 days,then stop 3-4 days,then snowed again.Confuse2.But snow nie macam nasib jer,ada my friend yang used to stay in UK for 3 years nie told me that in  years,just once she experienced the snow,tau.So,memang its our rezeki that we got snow in our 1st year here.Alhamdulillah:)So,forgive me for the jakun-ness(ayat syok sendiri).Now UK a bit chaos la regarding the snow.More than 2,000 schools are closed! I'm watching BBC also now nie so I can update you all.Ada this guy nie stuck in highway for 15 hours because of the snow! Here if snow dah covered the road,its hard to drive as your car will come to a stall.Pegun,tamau move at all.So,most of the drivers just abandoned their cars on the road!Kesian,kan.Since I'm in a good mood today,so I wanna share the snow pics with you.This is the snow at the time I'm updating my blog.Beautiful,kan.So heavy la.Nampak tak my Kyra?Over giller!:-

Snows Pouring in My Backyard

Beautiful Scenery

Stunt Girl

In this coldness,kan,I startla miss Malaysia,but not the weather though.I'm a cold weather person.Memang suka sejuk.So,dont think I miss the malaysian weather so much : p.I miss the food the most.yes I do.I miss the night market,I miss the best kebabs ever in Jalan TAR,I miss the Penang Nasi Kandar,the Rojak Buah with extra keropok and kacang tumbuk.I miss Keli goreng with Gulai Ikan.Huwwwaaaa..homesick sebab food,boley??Hahahaha.Owh2,I miss Popiah S.S Ali in Ipoh.The best Evaaa!What to do,3 more years here, redha jerlah.Sila see the pix below.Tempting kannnn,itu Fish head,arrghh...mengidamnya(xda isik)..

Nasi Kandaq Kuah Campoq..mak aii

Owh yes,the other day I told you bout my Fridge magnets collections,right?I just started to collect this kinda old and retro edition tau.I loved it!But a bit expensive la.Takpelah,since tak beli ne handbag,I splurge on FM's jeklah(ayat keciwa).So,on the left is the classic FM's that I start collecting just end of last year.The right one is my favourite FM's.I bought it in Amsterdam last year.Its actually 2 pieces tau but can sambung2.I loike!

After I got the new FM's from my friend,I will update some more picture,yeah.Ok babes,I need to stop now,nak accompany my husband to an interview.Please pray that he'll get the job,then we can go travel.Heheh.what do you as readers get??Yeap,you will get to see the pix!And I might sell off some of my FM's to you.Hehehehe.Btw,you all da mengidam pe2 food x?

Human..Are We Complex Creatures??

Hmm..my 1st job in UK.Surprisingly,I loved it!Suka,hokey.Supervisor do their own job,didnt check on me all the time.I always loved to work independantly rather then with people sangat.1 of the reason coz rasa rimas being observed.Uncomfortable.Like when I worked in the office in Malaysia,memang sorak skan when boss kuar meeting.Not that I nak buat something bad ker or sleeping ker,but the presence of my boss tuh buat i feel so uncomfortable.I worked like 2 hours jer per day coz I'm a student,kan.The max that I can work per week is just 20 hours and I got the other job.So,takley la nak keja more than 2 hrs,kan.For the 1st day,I'm giving it 8 on the scale of 10.Not bad.But..But,pinggang rasa cam nak patah jugaklah,as its been like 6 months kan I stay at home.So,standardla body aches sumer kan.Enuff bout my job.

Have you ever think bout us..human?Macam2 peel and attitude,kan.Sometimes the society cant get enuff of us.Time kita single,people busy body whether we have boyfriend or not?Bila kita dah engaged,orang busy ask bila nak kawen pulak.Then bila dah kawen,orang busy tanya hantaran la,honeymoon la.Then came back from honeymoon people tanya bila nak dapat anak pulak?After kita dah beranak,anak baru start walking orang dah kecoh tanya bila nak tambah anak pulak.Iskh3..Can you all shut the FCUK up?Thats why I datang UK,a part of it nak isolate myself from this  bsy body people.I knowla ur anak dah berderet2 kan psl you aktif sangat projek, kan?So what?Dah its your rezeki,kan?You dont have to make other people feels bad bout themselves.Like me kan,I got married at a VERY young age.I was 20 and hubby was 28.Tapi takdelah I nak pi busy body tanya kengkawan yang bachelor bila nak kawen,kan?the question is,ada ke orang yang tak nak bahagia?There must be a reason why they are still single.I memang pissed off bila people tanya I nie planning ke or bila my daughter nak dapat adik.Pissed off dalam hati lah,kan!They dont understand that I NEVER plan pon.For me,if God allows,adalah,kan.My Kyra dah almost 9 yrs old,sapa yang tak nak another one kan.But if I menangis meratap everyday pon if God forbids,apalah kuasa I insan kerdil nie,kan.Sometimes people talk use their knee ke haper?Btw,sukati I la kan nak anak berapa pon,at least my daughter nie polite ok?tak macam yang ada anak berderet2 tapi perangai macam monkeys tuh.Ala,kids yang jenis pi umah orang nak touch everything,throwing tantrums at supermarket,yelling at their parents and elderly tuh.Kalau macam tuh,biar anak I sorang jelah.Kalau ramai tak terjaga pon buat per kan?

Quality is ALWAYS better than quantity!Remember that!

Owh yea,my cousin just gave birth this afternoon,anak ke-5.4 boys and syukur the 5th one nie dapat girl.I'm so so happy for her.Congrats Tina,miss ya babe!Sedihnya tak dapat visit her in Ipoh sana nun.agaknya I balik Malaysia baby dia dah besar mesti tak kenal I,kan?Bila tengok orang lain beranak pinak,kita nie teringinla jugak,kan.But..but,I'm to busy with sooo many things nie how la nak jaga baby.Kang tak terjaga pulak,susah!And I'm not ready lagie for that sleepless night.Seriously,I need to finish my study and capai my dreams,kan.After I dah stable,baru i nak fikir bout the new addition to the family.I memang suka sangat baby.Suka!But not now,maybe bila I almost finish my study.Child maintenance is not cheap yeah nowadays.Milk and pampers plus babysitter.If kat Malaysia,it can sometimes total up to almost RM600.Then i think no one here that I can trust to take care of the baby,kan,as me and hubbylicious is working.Dulu in Malaysia,I put my daughter in private school,Sri KL.And private education is not cheap!Some school fees can go up to RM30k per year!Can you imagine.By my anak's school takdalah that expensive,kan.Ha,bout my Kyra masuk private school pon some people disatisfied.Konon I nak berlagakla aper lah.Is it wrong that I wanna give my child the best education available?My anak tuh since kindy lagie teacher complained that she lost focus easily.Because she can read since she was 3 yrs old.then when she goes to kindy,dia dah hilang interest.So,if i put her in govt school yang 45 pupils in 1 class,nak2 dia kena dok at the back,how do you think she can learn?Dahla I dulu work in Govt office,ramaila yang mengata at my back,kan coz masukkan anak private school.Lantaklah,at least my daughter can speks English fluently and a bit of Mandarin.Moreover,I bukan mintak duit kat they all pon!That is why I tell you human nie memang complex.

Our society nie memang susah nak puas hati.They demands too much from us tau.There;s always something wrong with us.Kadang kita speaks English pon kena kutuks.I dont have anything against our national mother tongue,but if I dont build the English basic in my daughter,later in the future how are she going to compete with other race?Depa tak nak think why ramai malay graduate yang menganggur.Answernya simple ajer,They dont have a good command of English.Now company sumer nak go international,global.English is an international language.So,if we are backwards,how,kan?Tuh yang Malay graduate kalau tak jadi cikgu,kerja kerajaan ajer!Our society nie sebenarnya 'sick' tau.Why?They dont wanna accept new things,dont wanna accept the truth,still nak stay in their comfort zone.Nauzubillah.As for me,I lega sangat I can get out and experience new things and exposed my daughter to a new environment.Jauh perjalanan luas pengalaman,tak gituuuuuuu?

New Job

While updating this post,I glanced at the clock,and its just 3.24pm.I usually update my blog at night,just before I go to sleep or while waiting for something to cook on the stove.Today,semangats baru,babe!Why?Why? tetiba today buang tebiats update blog early plaks?Jeng..Jeng..Jeng..I got a New Job!Yeah,you heard me,new job.Japs2,nak story chronology nie.I woke up early la today coz ada interview at 11am.Then jumpa dengan store supervisor,he ask me lebay kurang then told me to wait for his call.Then,we reached hoe around 12pm more or less la.Tiba-tiba..my phone rang,Yess..Call that I've been waitin for.The guy named Paul which is the Store Supervisor called to informed me that I got the job and he wants me to start TOMORROW!Alhamdulillah,I'm so thankful.Life has been a roller-coaster here.Dahla kena bayar hubby's speeding tix,memang dok menyumpah jek since yesterday,2 tix lagie tuh,WTF?Lainla kalau we all cap duit,kan.Nie dahla my other job pon maybe February boley start,hubby sorang jer work.Hadoila.However, I felt relieved coz dah dapat this new job.So,nampakla dit nak rolling in,kan.Rezeki New year.Since snow the other day I stop my takeaway sat coz jalan slippery and snow heavy so tak berani nak drive.But yesterday start again.Ada orang Malaysia here yang order Yummy fried Beef and Chicken Paprik.So,start balikla business takeaway I.Lama dah rasa tak buat takeaway.Padahal just 3 weeks.That lady yang order ada msg i kat FB cakap my food taste like mcm yg masak kat Malaysia.She asked whether kt Malaysia I ada restaurant ke haper kan.I cakap no.Sini la baru start my very 1st food business..she said no comment at all bout the taste.She said its delicious and membuka selera.Syukran2..Lega saya.Customer gives good feedback,kan.Happy ler!I selalu pesan kt my customer bagi i comment,coz I can improve.jangan segan2 nak cakap coz this is for my own good.I dont mind critics,asalkan membina lah kan.Bukan critics yang jealous tuh tau!Eh,dah corner bab takeaway pulaks.Ok2,back to my New job,kan.Wanna know where?Its here:-

Owh2,i tengah jealous nie actually.My friends ada yang travel pusing Europe.Syoknya!What I can do is just wait for my Fridge Magnets.I've been collecting it since 8 years ago,but since tak pernah ada blog before  this takdala I nak blog about it,kan.Kat Malaysia,berkotak2 dah my FM.Memang If i went somewhere,I carie tu dulu,benda lain not really la.So,I'm expecting FM from Prague,Vienna,Russia,Rome,Copenhagen and Berlin.Wahh,meriah Fridge ku.Now ada around 25 sejak i datang UK nie,kat malaysia beratus dah rasanya.Nanti bila dah manyak skets I show you all ek.Okla,I think enuff updates for today.Will tell you bout my 1st day at work tomorrow yeah?Before that,sila tengok ini pics.Nie my Darl punya pics which I took at London like 5 months ago.Masanie atas double-decker bus yang round London tuh.Motif picture ini?Sila tengok betul2..

See it?Nampak what store behind?Yeap,its Next!Macam dah janji pulaks.Huhuhu,pandai jek I ambik pics,kan.Macam tau2 jek.hahaha.Ok readers,take care yeah.Chiows!