Haywire

Hula dearie...Sorry that I kinda neglected my  blog for quite sometimes now.Life has been super-busy as I'm working in weekdays as well now.Got my 1st salary last week..It was what I've expected. Alhamdulillah.Belanja Kyra Dvd UP jer..For me,I bought myself Lindor chocolate jer.Pathetic,kan? Gaji pon beli coklat jer as self-satisfaction.Cant spend now as I'm saving some money for my daughter's ice-skating class this coming April. Sebenarnya hangin 'berjalan' dah melanda I nie.Dahla my brother dok racun2 ajak pi Holland lagie tengok tulips April nie..Eventhough I dok puas tengok tulips masa kat Minnesota dulu,tapi nak lagiiii...How,lah?Duit dahla kene jimat.But kaki gatal nak pegi..Sebab the other day tido 1 night ajer..Nak jugak merasa tido 3,4 malam,kan:P

Owh,otak saya sudah go haywire skets kerana:-

1.My other half is sick-as the result of nicotine withdrawal.He's reducing his rokok to half now,tuh yang jadi teruk.But better start then never,kan.

2.Gotta submit 3 working papers.Esok the 2nd one and I baru siap 50%,so,malam nie memang tak tidolah nampaknya saya :(

3.This month banyak expenses nak kena manage-House rent plus the annoying car road tax.Sini depa panggil disc.

4.I'm TIRED.This is the 4th weekends I worked!Syukur that I dont get sick,but I know my body is a bit tired.Tapi tulah,takpelah,dah rezeki,kan.

Sorry,agaks merapu skets.I've lotsa things to tell you all,but tak sempat lagie.Insy next week i'll update things,okay.Ok now,gotta go.Chiow.

Fussy Eater

Alhamdulillah..I'm so so  relieved,darling. I have submitted my Microeconomics paperwork this afternoon.Then sementara tunggu 2nd class,sempat melantak fried mee and mashed potato kat school cafe.This is the 1st time I ate at the cafe,sebelum nie selalu bawak bekal from home.But kalut giler pagi tadi,so,ended up makan croissant satu before pegi school.Owh,pada mama-mama yang ada fussy lil munchkins tuh you can try making this dish for ur kid:-

its baked macaroni and spaghetti with cheese.Supposed mac and cheese ajer,kan..but ada lebay spag from my Hailam recipe the other day,so campak ajerlah,kan.Kalau tak suka yang dry buat normal mac and cheese ajer,so ada kuah skets,kan.If your kids jenis yang suka soup you can make a macaroni or spiral pasta soup. I used to make it for my sis in law and Kyra.They loved it.Simple stuff.First,usual stuff,just tumis garlic,ginger,put in some chicken stock,chicken,some carrots and wallah..siapppppppppppp! Owh,ada my fren tanya how to prepare mac and cheese.Yeap,its a simple dish and kids love it,but maybe ada some people yang tak tau how to make it.So,here is some tips..If LAZY,rebus macaroni then dah lembut,pour ajer carbonara sauce and top it with grated cheese.itu version malas la.Mine i did from scratch.Below are the recipe:-

Macaroni

Milk

Parmesan cheese

Butter

Plain Flour

Salt

Firstly,boil the macaroni,then set aside.Then melt some butter,then pour in the milk..then dah mendidih milk,masukkan cheese.After the cheese dah melt in the milk,pour sikit-sikit the plain flour until it thicken,then masukkan salt.Then curah jer atas macaroni tuh.If you like the bake version,gaul the cheese sauce with macaroni,masukkan dalam baking dish.then masuk oven and bake for 20-30 minutes until brownlahh..Siap!

So,sesapa ada kids yang fussy bab makan nie,boleylah try the recipe yeah.Have a good day,peeps!

Check It Out Gig

Yo..Yo..Check it out..Hahaha,sowiey,kepala tengah mereng coz tomorrow kena submit working paper Microeconomics I.The other day,last week me and Kyra went to her school..Ada gig..by the band called check it out.I memang suka Life band,Konsert,Gig..as I enjoy music very much.Ticket is 1 pound each,but my Kyra pow 2 pamphlets,so,dapat discount 0.50 pence each,so for 2 tix just 1 pound..Pandai anak aku..huahuahuahauah.Ok,tengok gambarlah yer..

Ni pics before concert..diorang tengah setup semua..I takda gambar,busy jadi camera women that day..

Atmosphere gig..tak penuh sangat that hall,I suka!Kurang semak skets..lehla nak head-banging lebay kurang..hahaha..tak sedar diri tol..:P..Tengok budak baju merah,is having fun..enjoy minah tuh..

Mamat tengah-tengah yang wear faded jeans tuh nama dia Ben..my boyfriend tuh...2nd la kiranya lepas Edward..muahahha..owh,owh,Kyra nya boyfriend yang gitar merah tuh,nama dia Jason..Syok tol jamu mata malam tuh..Astaghfirullah..sekadar admire dari jauh,takpe,kan..Owh2,ben datang tau tegur I dengan Kyra..Happy!

Kyra dengan her good friends..Yang laki tuh nama dia Josh,he's half Spanish and half italian,ley buat menantu..hahaha..He has a pair of beautiful eyes tau..Dia selalu walk back from school dengan Kyra..The middle tuh nama dia Fern.My Kyra ada 2 other close friends,Brooke and Tiegan.nanti I take picture masa Brooke's birthday party March nie..

Owh,why I brought her to the concert?Firstly,audience just primary school pupils..and no adult or teenagers yang mabuk-mabuk tak tentu pasal..After every song, diorang buat games for budak-budak nie and diselang-selikan dengan moral values in life..Diorang bagi advice kat budak-budak nie not to do bad things,not to drink and take drugs semua..And how everybody should love their God,should always remember God..Bagusla..For me,nak bagi talk,bukan kene buat kat masjid or church ajer as new generations nie kena guna different approach..Semua lagu-lagu band nie ke arah ketuhanan,moral values semua..So,its good la kan..

Conclusion is,me and Kyra,we had fun1Sound system best..Vocal Becca tuh memang power lah..so,thumbs up to check it out group..:)

Spaghetti Hailam,anyone??

It snowed again today! Its the 8th time since winter came.Its terribly cold,frosty and wet..have I ever told you that IK weather is TERRIBLE..It is..Sometimes you woke up in the morning,the day is bright and the sun is shining beautifully.Then kan,tetiba tengahari boley snow lebat giler2 punya..iskh..peningla...Sometimes nak plan pi mana pon terbantut..Winter nie memang tak berjalan ke mana pon,lepak umah jer..How to go out?If its not snowing,it rained.But redha ajelah,tuhan punya kuasa,kan..Padanla muka I..sapa yang gatal nak duduk UK,kan?:P

Owh,yesterday I balik umah jap during lunch time to cook..then pi keja balik until 9pm..I teringin nak makan Mee Hailam and my darl and kyra pon suka..Tapi I hate the yellow mee here in UK,rasa pelik giler,okay?Payau,lemak,ntahla,memang weird la rasa mee kuning diorang nie.So,I used this instead of Mee Kuning:-

Yeap darlin,I use spaghetti..This is my 2nd time using it For Hailam recipe.But 1st time tak sempat ambik gambar pasal LAPARR sangat..Hahaha..nampak sangat kebulur pelahap,kan?:P. Owh,I'm using spaghetti but not the usual one.I used the one that is made from durum wheat.So,bila dah boiled abot 15 mins,mcm ni-

I boiled lama skets pasal nak jadikan dia betol2 soft..Kalau buat bolognaise,spaghetti tuh I tak boiled lama like this as tak sedapla makan soggy bolognaise kan..As this one I memang purposely boiled a bit longer.Owh,nak bagi petua skets.Kalau you over-boiled pasta,kan..cepat2 angkat dari periuk then masukkan dalam bowl apa2,terus tuang ice water and after that put lotsa ice.It will stop it from cooking and takdalah your pasta jadik soggy and too soft,kan. Ok,nak tengok tak my spaghetti Hailam? Ni dia...

Tempting tak?Recipe is below this..Mine is simple saja..as I like to make it simple and easy.So,try la if you want.The prep time is around 20 mins saja.Cepat,mudah and sedap.Yummier dari yang you all makan kat restoran tuh..as this one takde MSG yer..tak tau MSG?Ajinamoto lerr..Huhuhuhu..Ni resipinya,my version:-

Ingredients

Yellow Mee/Spaghetti

Kicap Manis Kipas Udang/Any Kicap  pekat

Oyster sauce

Cili Boh

Garlic

Onions

Sesame Oil

salt and sugar

Vegetables-preferably Sawi,carrots,baby corn

Beef and beef stock

Chicken

Squids and prawns..

Corn Flour

Lada Sulah and Blackpepper

Firstly,macam biasa,tumis garlic sampai naik bau..then masukkan cili boh.goreng sampai naik minyak,then masukkan beef stock,beef,chicken and the seafoods.Then masukkan oyster sauce,kicap,sesame oil,salt and sugar.Lastly masukkan Vegetables,Kacau sebati..If you like pedas,put some lada sulah,blackpepper and cili api(2 batang pon dah cukup pedas).Lastly bancuh corn flour and bubuh sikit to thicken the gravy.Wallah..SIAP dah.So,Selamat Mencuba,peeps:)

Busy Tone..

Heyluu gorgeous peeps..Sorry as this post is jus to inform you that I am busy and did not write up anything.I've been working all weekends..yeap..6am-9pm..both days!Soo exhausted sampai today silap pegi umah client! lain client yang I kene visit,umah client lain yang I pegie..hadoi,pening punya pasal..Then tak pasal2 terkejar2 coz dah silap umah,kan.Iskh,stressla..

balik keja at 9pm just now kelam kabut cooked dinner pasal anak dah nak masuk tido as tomorrow is a school day.Masak simple ajer,Kurma ayam..Then,nie tak masuk bed lagie becoz I need to prepare a discussion answer for my business class tomorrow,dengan evening ada tutorial English lagie..After tutorial,straight to work pulak until 9pm again!Aduusss..Memang hectic my life now nie.Owh2, On Wednesday nie have to submit my Oligopoly Working paper..uuwwaaaaaa..cemana nie??So many things to do and say,soo little time:(

Ok babes,I need to go to bed now..I'm sleepy plus needs to wake up early tomorrow..Happy Monday!

Mobile Phone

Who has Iphone here?Hand's up...Hahaha.Tau why?Today,in accounts class,my lecturer,si James tetiba annoyed pulak with i-phone.He told us in his other class,three quarter of the class pakai i-phone.Huih,kaya rayalah Apple,kan.Memang boom giler i-phone skang nie. James,my lecturer tuh cakap everywhere dia pegi pon,mesti nampak i-phone.Kira phenomenon jugaklah i-phone nie.

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Bila pikir-pikir balik what James said,betul lah,I pi mana pon,mesti nampak i-phone.Takyah citerlah classmates yang pakai i-phone nie..almost half I think.For me,i-phone nie memang cantik,cun,and handy..Yeap,as I see, there are many useful applications,kan.Like my bro,he used to have i-pod,now dia dah pakai i-phone,i-pod dia present kat Kyra.Rezekiiiiiiii minah tuh,8 tahun dah ader i-pod..jangan marah ek..yelah,my bro dengar music kat i-phone jelah..pehal nak bawak both since kat i-phone pon ader mp3 function,kan. Macam I nie,kan..orang kampongla katakan,tak reti sangat dengan memenda canggih manggih nie..hahahah, selalu assume myself nie buta-IT. I pernah jugak buat giler test i-phone kat outlet Maxis masa my hand phone crashed dulu..At that time,I used Sony Ericsson.I love Sony coz the sound is great plus my phone,the camera punya megapixel masatuh 5.0 kot.Being me yang giler glamer nie,the most important thing is the camera lah,kan as I jarang main games or listen to music sangat.I used my phone generally for texting and call ajer..then..took pictures jeklah..

Back to the story yang I test i-phone nie..my darl la cakap he thinks its too fragile,as knowing me,I nie cemerkap/loklaq atau dalam erti kata lain,sangat cuai dan lalai yer adik2...Plus me and my darl nie jenis conservative skets..as we never liked things that is too advance macam oven yang tekan2 tuh..We liked yang pusing2 knob tuh lagie..And we never liked fully auto-washing machine yang tekan-tekan tuh jugak..Coz for us,too modern nie macam cepat jahanam jugak coz involves electronics banyak sangat,kan.

Dont get me wrong,I love i-phone,i like the looks and features but I'm not the right person la for it. Owh..owh..did I told you my friend has to spend 150 pounds last month masa i-phone dia jatuh..Jahanam terus touch screen dier..Convert to RM dah almost RM900..skrin sajer tuh babe..boley beli handphone baru tuh!.As for me,kan..dari dulu favour Nokia..walaupun the looks biasa-biasa jer..Then at some point in my life,I change to Sony.But after 2 unfortunate event with the phone,which is dua-dua jatuh and tetiba stall..I dah tobat dah takmau pakai Sony..Camera hp nya memang canggih and puas ati,but,reliability,hampehsss..

So,diriku kembali ke pangkal jalan la..huhuhu,yeap,I'm back to Nokia,my long last lover..Hahahaha..Nokia nie kalau baling anjing pon tak rosak..hahahha.My previous Nokia,kan,jatuh 50 kali pon still steady lagie..So,for me memang value for money..Nak tengok which model I'm using now..Model kokak jek,plus murah..padanla dengan I yang student nie kan..Janji leh text,leh call jadilahh..plus stability and reliability tip top.Cuma camera jek kurrenggggggg skets..Tapie takpe,as I dah ada my Sony cybershot tuh,kan..Nak bawak pi mana pon,takyah pikir banyak kali as its not bulky,slim,slick and masuk poket jeans pon muat.This is my phone now:-

                                   (pix from google)

Yeap,its Nokia e71..Been using it for one year now,and what can I say, picture worth a thousand words..Okay bebeh,have a nice weekends,I kene keja esok,gotta wake up at 6am..Hahahahaha:)

Cinta Monyet..

Aperrr? Cinta Monyet? Monkey Love la people say.I think only in Malaysia la kot diorang gelar Cinta Monyet.here in the West,they called it Puppy Love.Mana ek datangnya istilah Cinta monyet?Gamaknya because monyet nie suka bergayut from one tree to the other kot,so their position tuh tak kekal in one place and di sebaliknya maybe becoz in our teenage years kita selalu have crush more than once kot,lepas sorang,sorang. My dear-dear readers,entry nie pon will be a long one...:)

Hokay,apa lak mimpi i nak story mory bout my puppy love nie kan(guna puppy coz cuter than monkey,ahaks!).Tau naper?Coz tak semena-mena I dreamt about this boy which is my 1st crush/love..chewahh..dah 2 nights in a row.Aper Kess nie meen???Hadoila meen..takde hangin,takde tofan,tetiba menjelma laks muka boy nie in my dream..

I rasa I punya puppy love macam banyak kali jek..I have 3 relationships which semuanya during my teenage years,to be exact before I turned 18! Today I wanna story bout the 1st one..sebenarnya the 1st one is during my kindy years,I'm 5 kot masatuh,but I tak ingat that boy la.Yang i remembered,there's this boy nie suka giler kat I and one day dia bawak her mom unused organiser present kat I..Boleyy???Hahahha,5 tahun tuh dah pandai ha.

The formal puppy love I was when I'm in Standard 6..yeah,yeah,I was 12..belom akil baligh lagie pon masatuh!.Tau saper boyfrend I? Older guy from secondary school?(since I suka laki tua,kan)Muauauahaha.Owh tidak!!My classmates???Owh tidak juga.suspens,kan?My 1st boyfriend is a boy whom is younger than me by 1 year.Apa kes bercinta dengan budak darjah 5??Muahahhaa.Poyo jer.Ntah haper2,kan..kadang pikir rasa cam nak gelak guling2 jer..My darl tuh lagie la,suka sakat I pasal I bercinta dengan budak muda dari I.Iskh..gerammla...

How it started?mesti korang nak tau kan cemana I yang vogue   nie leh terjebak dengan budak darjah 5...Kisahnya begini...Dulu kan masa primary school i nie sports gal tau..suma acara i masuk..eventho at that time badan I maintainnnnnn,tapi my energy level memang high,I masuk 100m run ,200m, run 4X100m run, lari berpagar,tarik tali,netball and lontar peluru.time tuh body memang solid molid(kalau tak solid takley masuk lari weh)hahahaha..Then,i terpilih represent my school which is SRKBBB(Sek Ren Keb Bandar Baru Bangi) in lontar peluru.It is for the MSSSDS(Sukan Daerah Selangor).The 1st stage is bertanding sekolah2 then the winner akan represent daerah masing2 la kiranya.i dahla under-dog,then tatau cemana ley terpilih pulaks..Off course la happy kan as sumer yang wakil sekolah nie glamer pasal nama kene sebut kat perhimpunan ari Isnin,kan..Poyo!

Then,kitorang nie pon pergilah serombongan cik Kiah menaiki bas sekolah to Semenyih..tak ingatlah padang tuh nama apa,but sebelah SRJK(C)Sin Ming kot rasanya..Lama dah nie,18 tahun lepas,so,ingat2 lupa daaaaaa...Sampai2 sajer masing2 pi la ambik tempat masing2,yang lumba lari kumpul 1 tempat,my event laks betul2 kat ujung padang kan,so x ambik port la hal orang lain.Yang i kenal pon cuma si Nazrul hafeez yang wakil lontar peluru lelaki..since he's my batch,kan.Then habis my acara,which fortunately i menjadi  JOHAN,yeaps, darl, pingat emas,uols...huhuhu,tak sangka giler i menang.Then,I yang takda keje nie pi la ke event2 lain yang my school took part,kan,nak bagi sokongan moral gitu.Then pi la tengok high jump nyer game,nampakla budak sekolah i nie,whom I tak kenal langsung,he was leading memula but at some point,tetiba his performance menurun.So,we all nie tanya la dia napa he's like that,kan since dia dah leading memula..Dia pon complain kata no moral support as the other contestant bawak 1 bas sokong dia,kan.So,i pon cakapla,takley macam tuh,kat mana2 kita main pon whether in front of home crowd or not we must do the best and try to naikkan nama our school kan..Budak nie pon terkebil2 tengok I..I macam biasalah,sengih..Then,dengan kuasaNya,budak nie pon menang gold medal..so,time penyampaian hadiah memang havoc gila babs punya pasal our school banyak menang,kan..bangga beb!

Then after that we all dah start puasa,kan..I nie pagi sekolah biasa,then petang sekolah agama..My class masatuh is at the top floor which is 3rd floor kot rasanya.Then one day,masa i dok lari berebut2 turun tangga nak balik,I nampak budak yang lompat tinggi nie tersengih2 tunggu i kat depan his class.Then pass me sampul surat..Apakah isiknya?Surat cinta,kah?nota cinta,kah?Owh,tidakkkkkk,ianya adalah sekeping kad raya..muahahaha..bukan kad raya 5 seringgit tuh yea adik2..but kad raya besar yang sekeping Rm2.00 tuh kot..At that time i tatau nama mamat nie pon coz orang panggil dia Rudi..Full name remain mystery and I tak pernah minat nak ambik tau pon,kan.Kunun not my type larr pasal muda..Hahahaha..

I remembered I baca his card there and then jugak,in the car..kembang kuncup hatiku..dia tulisla yang dia nak berkenalan lebay dekat lagie..Wah Gitu! Berani kan mamat tuh ngorat senior..Memang I salute habislah..gentelman ha..sendiri pass kad raya,tarak pakai2 posmen punya! Then I tak ingatlah whether I replied his card raya or not..but I remembered la after that we became closer...Pastuh,kan,I baru tau 1 of my friend memang minat si rudi nie,my friend tuh kinda close to me jugak..Aisehman,I mana tau,kan..Plus Rudi yang nak kenal dengan i,bukan I..Ada I dengar2 orang cakap Rudi tak minat my friend tu despite her admiring him,kan.I?Buat bodo jerk..Best woman wins!Haru lah,berebut budak darjah 5!I tak berebut la,but I just go with the flow ajer.Tempat dating kitorang?Belakang class dekat surau..Both of us lepak dua orang sambil borak2...and sometimes dating time latihan sukan..Kadang hari I ada latihan sukan pon dia ponteng sekolah agama just to see me..His looks?Sawo matang,handsome,manis..I Loike..kira my taste la,kan. He likes to smile and bila dia senyum,memang manis gilerr..

I remembered that we all selalu meet on saturday as I got my Tunas Puteri and he got his art society..Lpeas habis club,we all will lepak at medan selera makan abc(tu jer yang mampu,budak sekolah la katakannn),then he will send me back half way..I think he likes me a lot and I liked him a lot too..Tak cukup kat sekolah,sambung bergayut kat umah pulak..berejam-jam cakap talifon..I remembered dia kena lukis mural kat sekolah,I will tolong pegangkan his shirt..still remembered the smell of his shirt.Wangi!I missed him..He was a good friend to me..tempat I share lotsa things...

We lost contact time I dapat offer masuk boarding school in Kajang..tetiba jer lost contact,I pon tatau why..masing2 senyap gitu..But i remembered before I left,I gave him a bracelet yang ada wording I Love You..owh2,and he gave me this beautiful diary ada gambar boy and girl kat sunset kot..yang last2 I transform jadik buku autograph..Mana la ek buku tuh I letak...Itulah akhirnya my 1st Puppy Love dengan a boy nama Fakhruddin Abdullah a.k.a Rudi.I'm hoping I'll meet him someday,nak catch up...as he is one of my friend,kan..To my dear Rudi,thank you..for everything..for being there,for being a friend to me..and for seeing the special qualities in me...FRiends forever..Peace!

Spinning...

Apa yang spin tue?Me lahh..My head,my mind..semua...I need to submit my economics draft to my dear lecturer latest midnight tomorrow..and for your info,I baru finish introduction.Pathetic,kan?Kan best if i can do my work according to my mood.Nak buat kerja sekolah nie kan,bukan boley buat all the time.Time tarak mood tuh,walaupun idea mencanak2 pon tak jadi gaks..Samalah dengan update blog.Mood tarak kalu,bersarangla blog nie ha.I know I'm supposed to finish it and start doing it now,By my body dont wanna move..Macam mana tuh?iskh..i have 3 paper i need to submit my work tau..yang other 2 due in March,so,paham2 ajeklah yer my readers,tak bersentuh langsung..Hahahha..Meen,napa malas sangat nie?I'm lazy,tired,bored..ARghh..I've been working non stop since last 3 weeks.That means NO WEEKENDS!No weekends yer adik2..for 3 weeks I woke up at 6am during weekends!

Konon berangan nak rehat during Easter..How to rest? I need the money,thus,I need to work non stopla during Easter..My plan is work and work and work all day during easter and enjoyyyyyyyyy on my Birthday,boley gittew..By the way,My boss just emailed me saying that our salary will be paid on the 26th nie..Yea..yea..yea..yea..sukernya akak! Penat lelahku selama almost 4 weeks akan terbayar..But,tulah..nak kene save that money...bukan boley joli katak ponn!tapi takpelah,penat lelah nie akan terbayar jugak akhirnya...

For the time-being,kerja berat dulu,hokey?HHmm..today I merapu tahap dewa nih..I got stories to blog bout..but kemalasan tahap dewa nak upload pics..Nanti2,kay..Kasik i submit my work dulu,then kita story mory,kay??Papai for now..

Ketupat Sotong...

Sapa sini pernah makan Ketupat Sotongg??Saya..Saya..hahahaha.I mengidam nak makan this dish lama dah,2,3 months ago..but managed to sabar2kan diri coz its not easy to find squid here.Squid besar bagak tuh adalah..to make this particular dish,we must use medium squid..sotong yang kenit2 comey lote tuh.This dish ader 2 version tau,1st is Kelantanese,the other one is Terengganu version which is without gula nesan(gula merah).My dad is from Kelantan,so I get to eat lotsa Kelantan delicacies time balik kampung.For example kuih akok,taik itik(nope,its not a type of shit,hahahhaa),buah tanjung,puteri mandi,lompat tikam,sekaya and butir nako..Being a sweet -tooth person,I memangg enjoy gilerr melantak all this sweet delicacies hokey!Heaven!That's is why I nie susah nak kurus,as food is my top priority.

So,today i pon pi la ke ASDA near my house nie,kan.Jumpa that small squids,belilah.Ada kot 5,6 ekor jer. While updating this blog,I tengah soak the glutanious rice(beras pulut) in santan..Kena soak for 1.5 hours,then only can sumbat that beras pulut in the squid..So,at the end of this entry you might see how it turn out to be....

Now sementara prepare that Ketupat Sotong ,meh kita citer2 pasal kehidupan..huh,poyo bunyiknya..huahuah.Sometimes I cant understand manusia nie..I have this one sedara tau..yang suka pandang orang sebelah mata .Dulu in the early years of marriage,I memang sengkek..me and my darl la..coz at that time I tak kerja,just my hubby jer working..plus I kawen pon tak buat kat hotel,besar2an..and kawen pon orang biasa,bukan anak datuk,anak tan sri or anak VIP or VVIP.So,after kawen pon,tak mampu pakai kereta.This was back in 2001.After 1 month plus of marriage,we all terima news that I was pregnant..2 weeks rasanya..so,dengan my darl yang keje at music academy and I yang tak keja,mana mampu nak beli umah or beli keta,kan..So,masatuh memang mamat nie tak pandang langsung lah..haramm nak tanya khabar or what.Sometimes I balik kampung pon taknak salam..dengan alasan dia baru ambik air semayang,padahal kitorang balik kampung setahun sekali and dia pangkat uncle,kan.Poyo takk??Yelah,kitorang miskin dan hina masatuh...Takda pernah sekali pon dia call us tanya khabar,nak datang umah we all lagilahh...But in our heart,kitorang sedarla yang kitorang nie tak berduit..my darl pi keje pon jalan kaki and we just mampu sewa low cost flat jer at that time..Tapi kitorang redha jeklah..malas nak besarkan benda kecik..And 'mamat' nie pon,anak2 dia kahwen dgn VIP belaka,so,lagilah tak pandang kitorang nie kan..Kadang time raya singgah umah dia,dia takda nak tegur pon we all..cakap pon macam terpaksa..Then,ada 1 raya tuh,memang I tak pi umah sapa pon sedara mara pasal I perasan diorang macam boo layan orang miskin macam kami nie..

Sorry,this entry memang panjang skets..kalau tak larat baca,nanti drool down tengok pics ketupat sotong ajerlah,hokeyy?? : P.Setelah 5 tahun berlalu..chewah,at that time my darl pon dah kerja kt Sime Darby .so,adalah duit sket kami nie,and I pon dah kerja plus me and my darl bukak company supply raw material,stationary and printing.So,we all mampu la pakai keta..Our 1st car was Kancil ajer,then Kenari..So,sapa nak kesah,kan??Keta kecik n murah ajer...Then,ada rezeki sket,kitorang tukar pakai Mitsubishi Airtrek Turbo which was quite an expensive car(around 100k)bukan nak tayang harga nie,but nak tunjuk apa relevant nya harga nie dengan story saya.Sejak we all pakai that car,si mamat poyo sedara kitorang nie mula dah bukak mata.Plus we all baru beli terrace house in Subang dlm 250k kot masatuh..Dia dah start telefon2 we all..tanya khabar,wish time ader special occasion sumer.I memang felt so disgusted okay.MELUAT tahap DEWA.Then ada la suku sakat dia yang dah jadi VVIP and kaya raya,I tengok mamat nie sket punya SUCK UP diorang!EEii...sakit hati tengok orang yang kiss people's ass nie,kan,but orang2 tertentu jelah,semestinya yang kaya raya and VIP and VVIP.Maybe mamat nie harap dapat tumpang senang suku sakat dia yang berharta and ada tittle tulah..Geli tengok dia puji melangit diorang,suck up till the maxx punya.Memang obvious la dia berbaik dengan diorang pun pasal material jer..

Balik to our story..sejak beli that car,mamat tuh memang lain tau layan we all..Tetiba jadi over-mesra,siap call2,siap datang umah we all..siap belek2 our car.Then dia dah start suck up we all..puji melangit sumer,padahal dulu takmau salam pon time balik kampung.Nilah contoh a hypocrite person.Gerammmnya. Then kan,dengan takdir tuhan yang Maha Kuasa,we all murah rezeki..we all bought another 3 houses and another 2 cars whish is Suzuki swift and my husband bought me a BMW 328i for my birthday in 2008..owh..toksah cakaplah mamat nie jadi macam mana..Jadi tergedik semacam,siap nak naik our car semua,asyik2 call..tanya khabar,bagitau dia kat mana sumer..datang umah we all sumer..Then macam biasa,mesra semacam..geli la i..I selalu told my husband,mamat nie memang tak boley pakai and selalu we all discuss how we shud not trust him anymore as we know he's not a sincere person.time kami tak berduit,boo layan and pandang sebelah mata jer,time kami senang,tetiba ngaku sedara.Ada ka Patut???I wrote this pasal nak share my story dengan karenah manusia around us nie..Macam2 peel manusia nie..tapi yang banyaknya memang suka menempel time senangla..time susah,sekor pon takmau dekat...So,pengajaran di sini adalah,janganlah kita pon jadi macam mereka2 yang hypocrite nih..tak baik.Be sincere with everyone,not just because of  harta benda.Harta benda nie tak kekal..bila2 saja tuhan boleh tarik...kan?

Ok2,enuff luahan perasaan,now wanna show you all how the ketupat sotong looks like..The taste is sweet and spicy..I love it so much..kalau anyone nak recipe,let me know,kay?So,enjoy the pics below yeah...

Imperfect Life

I just came back!My day started at 8.00am this morning and I came home at 9pm tonight.I have class till 3pm,then go to shops to buy groceries then off to work.Yeap,I work Monday as well as my darl off duty on Monday..I love all my clients except this one man.I dont hate him,its just he can be soo grumpy sometimes.But,macam gitulah,nama pon elderly,kan..so,layan jelah Labuuuuuuuuu..

Owh,lupa nak story mory..my job nie ala2 companionla..ramai betol elderly yang kaya raya here but live alone.So,my job is to go visit them and make sure that they are well,take their meds promptly and that they are not stressed.I love this woman name Ms Marge(bukan nama sebenar)..huhuhuhu.She just has 1 leg..The other one is amputated due to serious diabetes problem.Me and Ms Marge nie click really well.I always try to make her happy and motivate her as much as I can.she's a nice woman,happy go lucky and friendly.She told me that she's happier now then she was masa dia ada both legs..Tadie during my visit,dia dah super excited tunggu I.dia nak citer pasal there's this 1 guy pon disable jugak,on wheel chair admired her.Then this guy called her tonight.Punya happy minah tuh,dengan I sekali seronok..

Then I realize tau,you dont need to be perfect to have a great life..and having a great life doesnt mean its a perfect one.Nobody's perfect in this world,thus there's no so-called a perfect life.Why?Because we see thing clearer thru imperfection.Cuba renungkan,sometimes kita tengok people yang richer than us..bestnya,duit menimbun,overseas trips every year,designer bag every month..We thought that kinda life is perfect..But it doesnt,mesti ada flaws and weaknesses jugak..Ada orang kaya raya,tapie bertahun2 kahwin takde zuriat.Ada yang beranak tiap-tiap tahun tapi hidup susah,kais pagi makan pagi,kais petang makan petang.I used to look at other people's life and envy of them.But now,as I grow older,I tend to understand life more.I dont wanna have lots money and material stuff but not having children.Whom do I gave all my asset if i die??

Balik pada story me and Ms Marge tadie..she's vulnerable and disable,but she is happy..she loves her life now and she understand that everything happend for a reason...I dont marry a rich guy,but I'm glad I chooses him.I have a beautiful and smart daughter..I've a roof to live under and I have enuff food on the table..So,syukur Alhamdulillah.Looking at Ms Marge yang takda kaki sebelah tuh buatkan I insaf...I dont wanna compare my life with others anymore....I cant thank Him much for what He granted me all this life..The gift of love..love for my parents,siblings,husband,families and friends..Its enuff..Love is the greatest gift to all mankind..which MONEY can't buy.So,dearie, Live life to the fullest and pursue your dreams..as life is short! Money is not my greatest asset..Its this....The gift from god to US..My little baby:-

Isnt she a darl?Hehehehe..Picture was taken 2 years ago when she was 7..Now she is 9 years old.So,peeps..love your children..bukan senang nak dapat anak (cant understand why people buang anak!)..semua tuh depends on rezeki masing2..Kaya macamana sekalipun if God forbids,tak dapat jugak.This is one of the things Money cant buy!Have a nice day all..Chiow..

Its Over...

What is over??Huh?Heheheh..My accounts exam larr..Its over..I was shaking while doing it..The good news is,I think I did quite okay.The bad news is my balance sheet tak balance..hahahaha..bencilah..But,like I said earlier..its done..its finished.So,like usual..PASRAH ajer...

I was recovering at home actually.Its been 4 days now since my cornea got scratched.I'm gettin better.However,tadi while driving to the exam,my eyes were tearing jugak..hadoila,bilalah nak baik betol2 nie..I bet everybody is happy,kan.Mesti dah packing back bagai nak pi holiday nie,kan..kan..To all my Chineese friends,Gong Xi Fa Cai..May this new year be the prosperous one for all of you,yeah..Kat UK nie,biasalah,takda istilah cuti chineese new year..Huhuhuhu..So,we all lepak cam biasa jelah..

Owh..owh..Who likes my new blog template??Angkat tangan!!Hahahaha..poyo jer.I've been thinkin of changing my blog template since last month tau..but,enggak ada masa,dong.Busy..Busy and Busy..Then bila dah start working,lagi bertambah busy lah jawabnya.Then,today datang hangin rajin..tau napa?Coz exam accounts pon dah lepas,kan..My mind is peace and calm..Tuh yang I change the template today..Then,coincidently,my dear blogger friend Nana, commented bout my blog.Dia kata susah nak baca!Nana,memang ponnnnnnnn...I sendirik pon sakit mata kadang tuh,tapi nak tukar,malas..and takde masa..hahaha..I hope you like my new one!Other reason is,since I cant use lenses for 2 weeks,tuh yang terkebil2 jer tengok screen.So,I make a decission to CHANGE..Lega tengok the new template..Love the colours..Template Twillight tuh cam dark skets,kan..Mood baik pon leh jadi gloomy kalau bukak..Yang baru nie tenang and sedap mata memandang skets..

Today I think I wanna blog bout my trip to Penang.Kan I told you guys I nie memang regular tourist kat Penang tuh..So,sebulan sekali memang cari la I kat Penang..specifically kat Batu Feringghi.Why Penang?Coz ada 1 stall rojak buah sedap gilerr kat Shamrock Beach..Plus ada nasi kandaq Line Clear,Subaidah and Fried Ice cream di Restoran Kampungku..Owh2..plus sotong goreng tepung power cafe Moonlight...

Sangat divine hokeyy!!

Okay,usually I stay at Park Royal Batu Feringghi..rate I dapat quite reasonable la..usually tak sampai RM400 per night..including breakfast..For 2 la..Bilik Sea view with balcony...I love park Royal as the buffet breakfastnya sangat sedap!Varieties,hokey!I loved their Nasi Tomato and Beriani,pancakes,sausages and pastries..Tuh yang sanggup bayar mahal for bilik..as it comes with the breakfast...Giler,kan?Owh2..Lagie satu,pasal bilik tuh jer yang ada pipe kat toilet,yang lain,harammmmmmmmmm..So,susahla nak buat 'urusan',kan..

Okey2,enuff bout park Royal..This time nak blog bout other hotel kt Feringghi yang best..If I'm not mistaken,the hotel is 5 ke 6 stars..ntahla..tak ingat..So,bawah nie ada some pics yang I sempat snap..rasanya I went there in 2008 kot..Bilik okay,but expensive giler..Kalau on tight budget,janganlah..This particular room yang we all duduk,nearly RM1k plus..semalam!Plus buffet breakfast included for 2,tapie..food..alahai...tak syok!..So,tengoklah gambar2 nie yer...

                                                             Pool View At Night

                                                             Living area in the room

Bed area

Toilet

Model mana pulak nih?

Ada lagi other pics but tatau in which memory card..sowiey okay..For me,dari segi layanan,this hotel memang 1st class,tip top..siap dapat bouquet of flower lagie time check in..Kata bayar seribu,kan??Haruslah layanan pada customers bagus and  over the top..Muahahaha..Sincerely,eventhough hotel nie 6 stars,I preferred Park Royal lagie..The room rates are reasonable..which is half dari Shang..and the food is marvelous..Bilik pon cosy sangat..Will blog bout Park Royal next time yeah..Pada sesapa yang nak honeymoon boleyla pi shang pasal more privacy..This is the link,yeah..silakan..

http://www.shangri-la.com/en/property/penang/rasasayangresort

Have a nice weekends dear readers..For now,astalavista Bebeh!

My Darlin Guilty Pleasure

Wahh..dangerous kan the blog title??Hahahaha,Relax peeps,its not about 18SX stuff yeah?Again,its about food.Yesterday I was FORCED to cook my darlin favourite dish.Aperr???Fish Curry..If its Fish Head Curry lagie melethops,okay?My husband came from the North part of Malaysia.So,orang utagha nie their favourite is Curry la.But not the ordinary curry tau yang my darl nie minat.Susah skets mamat nie..He does'nt like the thick curry tau..Specific curry tuh we called Gulai Peghelih(Gulai Perlis).Coz in the restaurant we liked which called Pokok sawa in perlis served that kinda gulai.Plus its my Mom In Law speciality dulu.Since now Mom In Law dah a bit healthy concious,so its less salty,maka my darl pon makan tak puas skets la.But yelah,kan,my mom in Law dah in her 60's,takkan nak makan mcm time muda2 dulu.

So,this Gulai is hard to prepare.Believe me!I dont know whether I was lazt or I lacked effort ke..But,I ALWAYS failed!Tak pernah jadi like how he likes it or how we want it to be.Urrgghh..Stress!Then,lelama I jadi malas nak try pon as I know how it'll turn out to be,kan.Can you believe me if I say that I tried for almost 10 years..Sampai at a point I lost hope.Tau why I failed?Because my specialty is the thick kinda curry.I started cooking curry since I was 15 and I was taught to cook the thick kinda curry.So,thats why..

Then,we came to UK..dah stay sini,memang everyday la kan masak.I ada brought the baba's fish Curry powder from Malaysia,but takda determination pon nak buat..Hahaha.So,I made other dishes la like Kurma,Paprik,Masak Lemak,Kuzi,Masak Merah and Masak Kicap.Then,one day we went to ASDA(adik beradik wal-mart),tetiba ternampak Mackerel Fish..My hubby dah lama mengidam Ikan kembong sebenarnya.Dia teringin nak makan Gulai Ikan.So,I pon tanya him whether he wants the Mackerel and I also promised him I'll make the curry.Dalam hati,tau dah how it will taste.The problem is bila I masak Beef Curry or Chicken Curry,memang menjadi.But tang Fish Curry memang GAGAL!

Then,like usual la,my darl pi keje that evening,I pon mulalah proses the Mackerel,kan.This time I rasa gatal nak tukar the way I cook the curry pulak.Selalu my fish curry kan rasa masam and pekat,which is a big NO.This time i make sure i goreng the rempah until garing and naik bau..then just a tea spoon of tamarind paste...Lepas tuh ikan tuh pun reneh lama skets sampai kuar jus2 and minyak dia..Time dah siap tuh,I tengok rupa ada...So,confident up 30% la kan..Tunggu my darl balik from work,then sesama la rasa.Ya Allah ya tuhanku,memang sebijik sam gulai kat kedai tuh!Muahahahahha..kelakarlah,sampai UK baru reti buat gulai tuh..Jangan tanya berapa pinggan mamat tuh sapu...yang penting I puas hati tengok dia makan...Mau lihat gulai ikanku?Nahhh

Wah..memang syok makan dengan nasi panas.Esoknya sambung cecah dengan roti pulak..Arrghh..sangatla divine...Hehehehe..And..and yang penting,this curry is a healthier choice.Sometimes kita makan curry,especially kat kedai,banyak minyak and santan kan.This curry I letak 3 sudu besar santan saja..kalau banyak ikan,max 5 sudu besar santan..Kalau setin santan tuh kira suku saja pakai..So,this is the recipe if you wanna try:-

Gulai Ikan Ala-Utara Meen's Style

Fish (kembung/bawal hitam/tenggiri/merah)

Garlic

Onions

Jintan Putih

Jintan Manis

Halba

Curry leaves

Tamarind juice/paste

Santan

Tomatoes and Bendi

Baba's Fish Curry Powder

Cara-Cara

Firsty,panaskan minyak in the periuk.Then,put in the jintan manis,jintan putih and halba(kalau tumbuk semua lagie sedap).I usually giling all first.Then goreng the bijian until naik bau.After that,put in 5-6 daun curry..goreng until naik bau...Dah tu,put in the onions and garlic..The more the Onions the better it will taste..goreng until kuning bawang2 tuh..Api must sedang saja..Kalau api kuat sangat,bawang naik itam or hangus...After that bancuh the curry powder..better bancuh dengan air suam agar dia dissolve cantik,kan.Pastu masukkan bancuhan tadi in the pot.Pour in some water.Then goreng the rempah until garing and naik bau and pecah minyak.It will take around 7-8 minutes...Dah garing rempahnya..put in the fish...bagi suku masak the fish..dah tuh masukkan santan,tamarind paste,bendi and tomatoes.Lastly garam gula...Cook in slow heat..Lama sket takpe,bagi ikan mesra dengan kuah tuh..Jangan api kuat,nanti ikannya hancur...

So friends..kalau nak try this recipe..silakan..Its okay if you did'nt score it the 1st time..After a few times,insy you'll improve..I think cooking is like learning..Buat hari2,and your skill will get better..Trust me.Remember this"A Way to A man's Heart,Is Through His stomach"...Have a good day everyone..:)

Ouch..I'm in Tears...

I was working yesterday..around 6pm.Suddenly,I was in tears.What the heck!I was in so much pain..My eyes were redish and I felt like a burning sensation.thank god I managed to drive home.After I took off my lenses,the pain was unbearable.I suddenly felt soo sick.Suddenly had this massive migrain,nausea and tetiba I threw up.I was so puzzled,okay?Tetiba jek,takder angin,takde apa,tetiba sakit tetiba.Then,I had to send my darl out to buy me alergic pills and some eye drops.Kotla I was allergic to something ke kan.After took the medicine,takda rasa kurang pun,even letak eye drops pon,still painful.Iskh..awal-awal tahun dah sakit macam-macam.I'm so not used to get sick gini.I usually got sick once a year,which is end of the year.Selalunya akan kene high fever but nothin serious.After 2,3 days baikla I.Alhamdulillah...than bagi kekuatan for me.Or maybe I'm a taurus kot.My Darl kata,Taurus kan Lembu Jantan.Bull kan kuat kan..so,selalunya if I sakit sket2,I selalu kuatkan diri and kuatkan semangat.Tapi tahun nie terbalik kot pulak.Macam-macam sakit datang...baru awal tahun pulak tuh.Tapi,syukur sangat that I'm okay.Still mampu lagie nak buat simple house-chores.tuh pon malam tadi my darl yang prepare dinner.Pity him.This morning,after sended my Kyra,I pon gerak to GP..Tunggu lama lah coz no appoinment,kan.Doctor siap titik orange dye in my eyes nak tengok my eyes condition,kan.Rupa2nya my cornea is scratched.maybe masa I nak put in or pull out my lens yesterdaylah kot.I was prescribed an antibiotic oinment for 5 days.Owh,my rezeki.Yang tak bestnya,I kene rest at home and avoid lights..especially sun lights la.So,terperuk umah sajalah today..tido jek..Wanna see my eyes?Nahh

Teruk kan merahnya?Takpelah,apa boley buat.Sihat,sakit semua tuhan tentukan.I terima saja..Adala hikmahnya tuh kan.Cant wait to work this weekends..Harap2 dapatla around 10 hours,kan..Need to save money as we planned to move to another house nea the uni,kan..Harap-harap tuhan murahkan rezeki kitorang,kan.Allah Maha Mengasihani dan penyayang..Allahu Akbar..Owh,pagi tadi nak buat scramble egg for Kyra's bekal,I saw this...Subhanallah..there's 2 egg yolk in an egg...Hebatnya ciptaan tuhan,kan.Dia hanya perlu kata Kun Fayakun.Dan jadilah benda tuh.

Like what happend to me,tetiba boleh sakit.Orang kata tuhan bagi kita penyakit sebab nak hapuskan dosa-dosa kecil kita..Insy,mudah-mudahan begitulah..I'm hoping that i will get better soon though..Ok peeps,time for me to sleep now.You all have a good day,aite?Chiow..

Weekends Madness

I'm gonna be really busy this weekends.Both day workin yeah,Saturday and Sunday.Shoot!But..but..not that bad as the pay is really good.So,I dont mind..hehehe..Am i materialistic?Maybe...as money is essential in todays world.Stepping out of the house pon dah kuar duit.But,UK nie tahan jugak coz no tolls,kan.Kalau kat Malaysia,breakfast 2 orang dah almost RM10..Lunch RM15..Dinner bout RM25.So,kalau eat outside 3 times a day..RM50..kt sini cheaper la..but of course pounds to pounds lah kan..Tak aci nak convert as we are earning Pounds,kan.For me,kan..for the 3 of us..1000 pounds dah boley hidup senang lenang here.And still boley save sikit.Kalau nak lavish skets,dlm 1200 pounds is enuff.Bayangkan in Malaysia our weekly shopping boley cecah RM150 gitu,1 troli supermarket,kan.Here I spend around 25 quids ajer.Jarangla my shopping more than 30 quids.So,its good..

Owh2..did I told you kyra sekarang speaking bukan main lagi..I'm not surprised bout the English as she started speaking when she was 7 kat Sri KL dulu.But now nie,British accent gittew.hadoilah..nak gelak pon ader. I jugak yang still American accent.Budak2 kan cepat tangkap skets,kan.I love her british accent..tataulah cemana balik Malaysia nanti kan..dengan british accent bagai..Tapi tulah,kalau ada rezeki insy we wanna settle down here.Wahh,statement berani mati tuh! For now that was the plan la kan..Future tatau lagi la..tuh pun kalau ada rezeki..Insy.My friend,Nicky,he's a Malaysian..just got a job here in UK.He just moved to his new house last week..He bought the house!jealousnya..Tapi tulah,not sure where to reside lagie..Kalau boley not here la coz sunyi skets this city.I like Oxford or Bristol ke..Birmingham pon cam happening..But not Manchester or Leeds.I have my own reason.Wah,angan2 tinggi tuh.But,since I was not sponsored by the govt,so,I'm free to plan my future,kan.I love teaching actually..berangan nak jadi lecturer..plus2 nak bukak small cafe la here..as I love to cook..and I can bake too(chess,baru bake 4,5 kali dah perasan boleh,chaiitt!!) Okla,I think I dah start merapu nih..just wanna wish you all a happy weekends,yeah..Chiows..

Quality Time

I struggled to stay positive today.I know I shud.Life is not all about negativity.My mate,Kristina did cheer me today.Yeah,its not worth it to think bout others..I don't have rich parents that lavish me with money and send me to study overseas.I came here on my own..my own hardwork..every cents of it is my hard-earned money...apart from the Scholarship I received.And I truly believed I deserved it..I'm married and got child and I managed to get 4.0 CGPA for 2 semesters in a row.I'm a mother,a daughter,a wife and a career woman.Its hard.My life is not a fairy tales..All my hardwork..I start from scratch..ziltch..So,all this negativity around me wont bring me down!I'm far better than that!Alhamdulillah,thank god that I was given a strength to go on..to face the world..this cruel world..where people will love to see you fall and only fews will clapped when you're on top.

Okay, Meen, enough bout this unpleasent and uncool  situation. I'm okay,inhale..exhale..inhale..exhale..Hehehehhee..Today as usual was a routine for me..It was cold.I usually dont like to wear my hooded wind breaker,however,today is an exception.I was soo cold that I even wore it while driving.Weird!I was relieved that I'm healing slowly..so,for that..again I thank god..Almighty God..

As you already know,I made a promise to my Kyra that I will spend an hour doing what she wants before she went to bed.So,for our mommy-daughter thing today,we decided to bake a cake..At first nak bake just a plain butter cake..Then,I was thinking,arrghh..what the heck,maybe I should try Marble cake isntead..Memang decission berani mati punyer!Dahla never baked a plain butter cake..yang I pernah bake is Chocolate Cake main2 jek..So,berbekalkan semangat yang menggunung dan azam yang tekad,me and Kyra pon mulalah the process.Its very simple tau.Even 7 years old pon boley buat.Most of it I yang buat except I bagi Kyra ayak tepung,and used the electric whisk.So,after around 10 minutes,our cake pun masuk oven..

And I'm waiting anxiously lah kan..Kyra dah pesan that she wants to eat a bit before she sleeps.I usually forbid my anak to take sweet things at night.But today,I bagi kelonggaran,kan,as I know she must be really excited to eat her own cake that she helped to bake.So,after 50 minutes in the oven,tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:-

 

Oklah kan,as this is my very 1st time buat Marble cake tau.So,I'm happy and lega kek tak bantat.So,this is the recipe is you wanna try it:-

Marble Cake Easy Peasy

2 cups of self-raising flour

1 cup of sugar

3 eggs

1 1/2 cups of milk

2 teaspoon of Vanilla essence

Butter

Cocoa Powder

1stly,beat the butter and sugar.If you're a sweet tooth person you can pour in more sugar.Butter to sebuku kecil enuff.Then dah fluffy tuh,masukkan eggs,then flour (ayak dulu),then milk..Dah sebati the mixture,put in the essence.Then beat adunan until it is even and ringan. Then gris acuan cake with  butter.After that pour half of the mixture in the acuan cake.Half lagi leave in the bowl.Then put the cocoa powder in the remaining mixture in that bowl.Then whisk until even.After that pour on top of the 1st mixture yang dah tuang dalam acuan cake tadi.Then,using a fork do the swirl.Put in oven for 50 mins at 180 degrees.Thats it!easy,huh?

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