assalamualaikum.....I was so exhausted today...then tetiba tadi just after Maghrib,kepala panas..sah..datang sekali dengan pakej lengkap migraine...Took pain killer and alhamdulillah I'm better sikit..
Janganla sakit sebab I need to take care of Kyra,nak kene gosok baju sekolah,prepare breakfast,bekal,tengok homework,ajar mengaji...almost all lah..So,i can't afford to get sick..Lagi satu,rasanya yang tetiba demam nie pasal insiden menangis gila2 semalam dengan dia..
I just can't get over yesterday.....Pity my daughter..Harap2 dia mimpi la abah dia so kurang sikit rindu dendam dalam hati dia..If you ask me how did I take it?Terribly...pandai aja I sabarkan anak I semalam..padahal,I yang teruk..:(
Tadi tengok Nora Elena..ada petikan nie "Kita perempuan kalau nak cari suami,biar yang betul-betul sayangkan kita,bukan yang kita sayangkan dia lebih dari dia sayangkan kita"..Hmm..have to agree to that..
Go away fever..go away emptiness,go away pain...I just want him now..to put koolfever patch on my forehead..make me hot milo..put oinment on my feet to keep me warm and sing me lullaby so that I can go to sleep...But he will never come back......just in my dreams,perhaps?
I missed you darling...so damn much...so damn much...I guess you missed us so damn much to,huh?
I want nobody nobody but you :(
"Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."
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Sedih i bc ur writing.. Sabar ye dear.... Kalau u rindu, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk dia. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman... Ameen...
berat mata membaca, berat lagi kepala empunya badan tu.
aku tau aper aku ckp pon, bukannya penting.
tapi just nak ko tahu yg aku care, ok.
dan aku doakan agar ko dikuatkan semangat.
sesungguhnya semangat ko tu yg penting.
semangat utk kyra.
semangat utk ko teruskan everyday life.
it's ok, this is your personal blog.
let your thoughts and feelings run free.
daripada terbuku dalam otak ko tu, dok diam dalam hati ko tu sengsorang, ko boleh jadik sewel.
so baik ko spit it all out here.
at least then ko tahu that masih ada orang yg pedulik, mcm aku ni.
for now, you need a hot tea, mix with a spoonful of honey.
hope that will make u feel better.
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