assalamualaikum..I was quite okay yesterday...Okay means that I have accepted the fate that God decided for me...Letting him go..and yes..saya sudah redha...However,I still can't manage the fact that I missed him...
Ya Allah,rindu teramat sangat...rindu dengan ke-poyo-an dia..rindu dengan ke-lorat-an dia..rindu dengan kasih sayang dia...I remembered dia selalu je suap I dengan Kyra makan dengan tangan..serious rasa disayangi..:(
Kesian you all kan kena baca luahan hati me..I'm so sorry..Writing in my blog nie ajalah satu-satunya cara I can release my sadness and emptiness..Talking bout him here at least soothe my soul......I accept pemergian dia,redha dengan ketentuan tuhan..However,I still fail..fail to be strong...fail to block my tears...:(
Tetiba teringat lagu belaian jiwa..A song he played and sang that captured my heart,sealed my soul...Eventho its 12 years ago,still felt like its just yesterday..Terngiang-ngiang lagu tu in my ears...Bila segala kegundahan nie akan berakhir I'm not sure..Hopefully not for long...as I can't bear the pain of missing him no more..:(
"It was you...who put those clouds above me..It was you..who made the tears fall down...It was you..who made my blue eyes blue.."
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Salam, since I knew your blog..I keep reading it everyday without fail..with tears. Allah beri ujian hanya pada insan yang disayangiNya.Semoga Meen tabah sentiasa..doa dari kejauhan.
salam,
saya pembaca blog anda dalam diam,
mengalami keadaan yang sama dgn anda, hampir sama, dia pergi sekelip mata, tanpa pesan tanpa kata, walau hampir dua tahun berlalu airmata ini tak pernah berhenti daripada mengalir apabila terkenangkan dia... kuatkan hati menempuh kehidupan, kita mesti kuat demi amanah yang ditinggalkan
(Kyra) salam perkenalan....Norma
Dearest Meen,
I am so so sorry...was shocked to read email this morning from a fren, telling me about this...really am sorry for being lost in my own thing that I missed this news.
Takziah my dear, I cried for you reading all the entries since then..hanya termampu mendoakan yang terbaik for you and Kyra ..semoga Allah SWT kurniakan kekuatan untuk menghadapi semuanya.
Al-Fatihah buat arwah, semoga ditempatkan bersama para salihin, tenang kehidupannya di alam baru.
Take care of yourself and Kyra..love and hugs to u both.
Salam..i yr silence reader all the while. tabahkan hati. mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian insyallah...I pun sama baru kehilangan my late father 10/11/10 yg lalu. yer sama mcm u ckp kita redha tp dlm hati masih berkata2. masih rasa kerinduan dan kesepian itu. becoz my late father meninggal akibat dr accident. i rs mcm kebahagian I di rentap. skrg all my sibling n my mom feeling better. all the while kami masih terkejut dgn kehilangan arwah Ayah. sekelip mata ia berlaku. hidup mesti diteruskan demi adik I yg sama2 terlibat dlm accident tu. My sister now paralyzed from waist down. so my family should support n motivated her..
Let yr late husband rest in peace and Roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang beriman. Insyaallah...salam perkenalan dari I.
dont apologize for writing from yr heart dear :)
it wont go - no matter how long you ll be living- or find happiness again - you wont forget him and you wont not missing hum - he was part of you and he is still in you
u take care
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