Not Perfect!

assalamualaikum...I'm so sorry la,lama gila tak write something here..ada jek post,tapi yang pendek-pendek and I felt that I'm writing those without my soul..Kita tau kan bila kita menulis sepenuh jiwa atau separuh jiwa...habis,dah separuh jiwa ku pergi,kan.mana taknya...:P cheh.

Well,apart from work and Kyra...I'm just too tired la..So,I choose not to write,kot kang ntah hapa2 aku merepek here...better write bila writing mojo tu dah datang,kan..well,I know I owe you girls an entry about being flawless..Nanti key,gambarnya ntah mana pulak I letak..dah jumpa gambar tuh,I buat that entry kay..

Today i wanna share something about being perfect..and how love relates to that..Dulu-dulu kan sebelum kawen mesti korang dah ada jejaka idaman kan,mesti dah list down ciri-ciri si dia yang korang nak,kan..Siap dah ada specs tuh,tinggi mana,kurus mana,kulit kaler apa kan?Muahahahha..kalau nak tau,haku berangan nak kawen dengan mat saleh,boley??? Motippp? Sebab nak anak Pan Asian....Hahahaha,tak bleh blah kan alasan? Bukannya nak kumpul pahala tambahkan umat Islam...uhukuhukuhuk..now dah insap,kay??

Well,if you asked me,I always like someone yang kulitnya sawo matang sebab nampak macho..hehehe..pada I,kalau putih,especially putih merah tu nampak too 'jambu' lah pastuh macam takleh protect I jek kalau kena kacau ke haper ke..Then ciri lain is tak merokokla...mati-mati tuh taknak kawen dengan orang yang smoke..

Last-last..kawen dengan perokok tegar la pulak...Banyak jugak menda yang I don't like about him mula-mula...Tapi dah lama-lama,I tend to accept all his flaws....I started thinking that love is not a bout perfection..but its far beyond that...sebab me myself pon bukan perfect and he accepted me just the way I am..and I'm so thankful of that...

Hati tu yang paling penting,not physical appearance...well,penting jugakla rupa kan dah kau nak hadap muka tuh jugak 30,40 tahun..habis,takkan kau nak pandang tempat lain kalau kau tak lalu nak tengok,kan...

Marriage will never be perfect....akan ada ups and downs..akan ada suka duka,tangisan dan air mata..Owh,how I missed him so much..all the laughters and tears that we had...Time nie kalau orang nak bagi aku 100 juta pon aku takkan tukar dengan dia...tapi,what to do,kuasaNya tu melebihi segalanya...

Nak cakap I dah moved on,bohongla sebab I know myself....I'm just hoping that one day I can look at his pictures with a smile,not a tears..well,life goes on...eventhough its so damn hard..arrghhhhhhhhhh...


I actually like someone yang simple,speaks good english so that he can teach me to be better,someone yang pandai express his feelings..Tapi kadang-kadang,cinta tu bukan about that kan...Last-last takda satu apa ciri pun yang kita nak tu kita dapat..But it doesn't matter sebab love sees beyond perfection..

Life..marriage...semuanya tak perfect..tau apa yang perfect for me?

Ini Dia!

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Hah,ustazahhhhhhhh Kyra...Motip tudung lingkup bagai?Sebab nak pegi open house yang ada anak ustaz dia,boley :P