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Heylu darlings...Jangan sentaps dengan I sebab lama dah tak update bloggie ni..hadoyai,nak story mory banyak giler dengan uols..tapi tulah,masanya nak hado..But..But..Pada peminat COACH tegar..Nantikan kemunculan ahkak key..dengan bag-bag COACH yg maybe tak ada pun di boutique kat Malaysia..kotla,tak nak pakai yang sama dengan orang kan..nak feeling2 limited edition gitthew...So,everyone..esok,insy I akan update my last piece of COACH yg dirembat dari US..Bila I pi US?

Biarlah Rahsia.............:)

It's been A While

assalamualaikum and Salam Jumaat darlin readers...I know its been a while since I jot something in this humble space..I privatised my blog kononnya nak buat construction..but kemalasan melanda...so,tu yang senyap almost 2 months kot,kan..

Well,lotsa things happened in this 2,3 months..Banyak jugak places yang I go and snapped pictures tapi my blogging mood tu tah lari ke mana entah..I wished my life is not as complicated as it is now..I wished he didn't die so I don't have to go through all this roller coaster emotion by myself..But he was only 'pinjaman' to me and Kyra..So,resamlah benda yang dipinjam,jika tuan nya nak ambil kembali,kenalah dipulangkan..Walau dengan hati berat..Redha lah sebaik-baik jalan supaya dapat move on..walaupun merangkak...

Owh,I wanna show a piece yang I sangat suka..Gambar Kyra that were snapped last week..Looking at this piece,made me feel so sad inside..My lil baby dah besar! And she looked so much like an adult already...Owh,how time flies..

Don't trust me?

Look For yourself

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She looks like she's a real surgeon kan? Arghh...I can see her like that 10 years from now..Well,Alhamdulillah Tuhan,kerana menganugerahkan permata yang tidak ternilai ini..A daughter that is always stronger than me..emotionally..Her strength had kept me going all this while..Cheers,peeps..

Macam tak pakai apa-apa...

assalamualaikum..Just a quick update...Di hari I sakit nie,tetiba laks rajin nak update blog,kan..kan..Sementara makan ubat 6 jenis nie,baikla update blog skets2...kang korang rindu plaks kan..:)

okie dokie..straight down to business..Siapa yang tak pakai langsung foundation??Sila angkat tangan? Mesti out of ten,5,6 orang mesti pakai kan..Macam I,I'm not a fan sangat..selain I tak suka teksturnya yang agak pekat and thick tu I rasa sometimes it makes me look macam Lotong..ala..beruk yang muka putih tu..hahahahaha...macam opera cina pon ada gaks..susah gila nak cari foundation yang buat I nampak natural..

The other day I saw my mom punya complexion..so,I tanyalah rahsia ke-flawless san dia kan..Dia pun bagitaulah I dia pakai foundation apa...So,I pon try la hers dulu..letak je kat my skin,rasa ringan macam tak pakai apa-apa kat muka sebab dia lotion base tau..so kita just ambik dengan jari and pedap-pedap je then ratakan...lepas tu baru pakai concealer and compact or loose powder...

i sejak dua menjak nie rajin lak nak mencuba menda baru nak mencantikkan muka..almaklumlah,rupa dah tak berapa nak cantik,so kena la cari jalan bagi nampak presentable kan...Owh,you all should try gak this product..Made in France..Nak tengok rupa foundation tu?

Ni Ha!

Cute kan jar dia..Ni best seller dia..eh,beria tempek gambar tapi tak bubuh tajuk menda nie kan..Nama dia Yves Rocher..I tak taulah ek,apsal tapi dari dolu2..skincare yang paling serasi dengan my skin mesti from france..haku nie gamaknya one day ditakdirkan kawen mamat Peranchis ke haper..lalalalala...

Ok,mesti nak tengok hasil kan?korang memangggg..suka kan review2 nie..kan..Ok la..this is my latest piccies..wearing the foundation..

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Abaikan budak yang cuba nak enterframe kat belakang tu yer? I love how the texture of the foundation blends with my skin..Harga 1 jar tu if I'm not mistaken RM89 kot..For 6 months..Kira ok la kan..Plus dia ala-ala body shop macam less chemical gittew..

By the way,kalau you all can see my eyes..nampak tak its looking healthier and garis-garis penuaan almost gone kan? Ingat lagi kan my entry about my Loccit'ane eye balm..Sangat puas hati..Siapa nak pesan kena cepat..Last order is end of February,key..:)

The truth...

assalamualaikum...

Heyluuu everyone...mesti ramai yang bengang kan sebab I dah lama tak hupdate blog...Now kalau jumpa kengkawan jek,semua stok-stok bising cakap I bz gila ke haper sampai tak hupdate blog..Well,memang busy pun..My company is expanding this year..tuh yang sadis jek hidup kan..Kadang malam baru nampak bayang anak sendirik..huhuhu..

Well,jangan marah ek,i'm gonna try to update regularly la lepas nie..chewahh,janji manis tak henggat dunia kan..insyaAllah..I just wanna wish Happy Birthday untuk that special someone...which is also my best friend..Happy Birthday,bucuk...:P Hope you liked your present...

Well,banyak benda nak cerita,tapi macam tak sempat and takda mood nk update...but today I nak share something about life la..Sometimes kan,bila someone is in pain..the only thing we could say to comfort them is Redha la,kena moved on..kena sabar...Sebabnya kita tak merasa apa yang mereka rasa..Well,to tell you all the truth..Its been a year and 2 months since he left us and I can very much tell you how hurtful it still feels..

Its like the pain is never gonna end..But I know I gotta be strong..For Kyra..For my parents..and for myself..So,just to kill the time,the sadness..I chose to make myself busy,occupied with things..rather than lying on my bed and crying myself out..kan??

Sometimes I laugh,I smiled..I giggled..but that doesn't mean that i'm not sad..its just something I do to distract myself..Life isn't easy...macam-macam benda nak ditempuh..Ups and downs are normal..When you work,you gotta deal with office politics,kalau tak kerja,takda duit..bila you jadi kuli,kena melayan karenah boss and bila you jadi boss,nak melayan peel pekerja plaks..

So,hidup ni macam ginilah..ada masa ketawa..and ada masa kita menangis..Its how we looked at things..Kalau kita set our mind to be sad..then the whole day kita akan sedih..But kalau perit macamana sekalipun situation but kita chose to relax,chill insyaAllah things will get better..Nothing last forever..including the pain and misery we felt..

Semua orang ada their own problems..Ada yang takda parents..ada yang takda suami atau isteri..ada yang takda anak,ada yang anak terlalu ramai..ada yang duit terlampau banyak tak tau nak buat apa and ada pulak yang takda duit..macam-macam kan..and takda seorang manusia pun yang life nya sempurna..

Kadang-kadang kita just kena berserah..sebab bila kita think to much pun,it won't solve anything..so better just bertenang dulu..jangan gelabah sangat...Hidup ni terlalu singkat untuk kita worried about something...The only way to be happy is to leave your past behind,move on and open the new book..Tapi I tak boleh buat that fully sebab dia still ada dalam seluruh rongga tubuh ni..Jangan tanya bila I boleh move on and let go of him sebab I masih belum mampu..

However,berkat kesabaran,berkat kegigihan...I think I felt so much better...dengan sokongan dan kasih sayang mereka-mereka yang di sisi I..So,Thank you sangat-sangat sebab menyinari hidup ni..sebab menyayangi..dan sebab mengambil berat..Yang paling penting,thank you kerana beri I 'hidup'.Tak terbalas pemberian tu.

Sebelum nak stop,nak share one situation last 2 weeks..

DI SALON RAMBUT

Owner kedai: "Adik selalu cuci rambut kat mana? (Sambil bilas rambut Kyra)

Kyra: "Alamanda...tapi kat Hairven tu kena buat appointment dulu,so susah"

Owner kedai : "owh,so selalu pergi dengan kakak,la?"

Kyra : "haah' (malas nak betulkan that I'm her mom)

Kesimpulannya,adakah I nampak macam kakak Kyra? Owh,puhleaseeeee kan..Sila jangan muntah hijau,key...Sapa setujuuuuuuuuu???...Malu kan nak ngaku..lalalalala..tak pelah..I tak marah..Cheers babes!

Love Is In The Air...

assalamualaikum...alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat dan rahmatNya..4 hari holiday..I think my stomach is so gonna explode..sadis sangat episod makan-makan me and kyra..I soo don't like long holidays la...My car bearing rosak..so,tersadai jeklah me and Kyra kat umah...Dok ulang pegi KL dengan the Curve ajer..

Actually this 2,3 days rasa a bit down lah...thinkin of him too much...Bila dah tak larat nak nangis..I just talked to Al-Mighty and mengadu..alhamdulillah I got better...Bila fikir-fikir balik,how not fun my life selama nie..maybe Kyra is right,I'm not so fun anymore..Bukan tak cuba..but usually I failed to be the old jovial me.

Nevertheless,ada jugak benda yang buat I happy...at least for a while kan...Sila rujuk tajuk entry nie..Love is In The Air..Ha..ha...dah mula le tu buat speculation nakal kannnnnn..Well,betullah tuh..chenta hati dah ada..and our 1st date was awesome...

Siapakah yang BERTUAH ittew????

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Ce teka..ce teka..:)

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Dia Ni!

Hi everyone...My Miss P dah sampai! All the way from Lund,Sweden.....:)

Love Is In The Air..Ain't she gorgeous??? Ok,mode duduk diam-diam setahun nie...Boleh caya ker??? Lalalalaala...Take care pretty peeps!

Picture Perfect!

assalamualaikum....I'm sorry its been a while since I conteng something here...Busy tu busy la but its not the ultimate reason I didn't update my blog..Mood nak blogging tu macam suam-suam kuku aja..Ceritanya banyak..yang best,sweet,menyakitkan hati,men stress kan jiwa..semua ada...But nak gather strength bukak lappy and bukak blog tu pun masalah..kadang FB tu pon status tak ber hup date..kemalasan melanda jiwa

Well...I've been thinking about life.. a lot...bila I go through old pictures of my family..I realise how perfect it was..walau kami bukan ada duit menggunung..walau kami bukan berpangkat tinggi..sekadar ada rumah selesa untuk berteduh..kereta untuk bergerak..I felt that I'm the happiest girl on earth...sebab bersama dengan mereka yang menyayangi diri ini seadanya...

I wished I could go back to the moments when everything seems perfect..when I got someone to go back to...To massage my legs and shoulder after a long day at work and school..I tried so hard not talk about him too much..not because I tried to forget him but everytime the subject is him...my heart just can't hold that much burden..therefore my eyes pon akan banjir...It was painful..and it still is..:((((

My life felt so empty without him.....sangatttt...sampai ada moments yang I felt that nothing matters anymore....without him..maybe the reason I didnt wanna go back to school is sebab he's not gonna be there during the graduation..And I know how it will break my heart....:((((((

Kadang-kadang rasa malas nak hidup tu datang..when you used to be with someone for almost 13 years..every seconds goes by without that person just felt like a sharp knife cutting your every veins...Can you ever imagine your life without your other half?Then you'll know how I feel..

I want this.......AGAIN

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PICTURE PERFECT!

I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH,ABANG!

While You Were Sleeping

aslm..Salam Rabu...perghh..this entry title reminded me of that film "While You Were Sleeping".I think heroin dia Sandra Bullock kot..Sweet gila citer tu..Well,ni kira my version of that la kan...:P

This is dedicated to my darling husband...yang,while you were sleeping..banyak jugakla benda yang dah jadi...I took a leave from my studies..ntahla bila nak sambung balik..gila tengah kumpul motivation.But a good friend of mine has put some sense in my head..Dia suruh I wake up,move on..Dia kata dia dah tebas jalan and buat lorong for me..and if I terpijak duri along the way and sakit,dia akan cabut duri tu and will not let me be in pain.Sweet kan?Well time nilah,kawan baik itu penting..yang mengerti,yang memahami..

Insy,i will go back to school very soon sebab that is what my husband want jugak.As for Kyra,she's gonna take UPSR soon..arghhh...besar dah budak tuuuu..huwwwaaaa.....then masuk hughschool,then masuk Uni,then got married,then I dah bercucu...errkkkk....gila sadis,kan?I made her promise the other day that she'll let me stay with her nanti..kejam,kan?nampak sangat takde niat nak kawen lain kan:P:P:P:P:P

Kyra dah almost a year dah belajar piano..rasa bangga gila everytime I hear her play...Hope abah dia pun boleh see her from above..:(:(:(..Finally,kan..I ada 2 wishes for 2012..

Yang pertama,nak beli ni:-

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This is for Kyra..So,that dia boleh practice..now,dia practice guna my Yamaha Keyboard aja,yang I bought from hani masa i darjah 5..Berapa tahun dah tu keynoard tuh?20 years,ok?Eh,terbagitau pulak umur ahkak!Cheh :P

Ok,and for me...yelah,kan,dah keje penat-penat cam nak mampos,of course la I pon nak something gaks..I punya murah jek....

Handbag kah?

Nope?

Kan I dah ada cik P*AD*

Lalalalalaalal...

Well,I nak benda nie jek,yang datang sekali dengan kawan baik baru?

Sapa?

Ni lah!

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Datang dengan personal assisstant sekali called SIRI....owh,I'm so in love..kira oklah kan..kaler pon sama dengan my macbook..kira sedondon perr?Alasannnn kan?

melampau tak kalau pakai 2 iphones???? :P:P:P:P:P